I can be a real asshole

Everyone always thinks I am such a nice person. But when someone annoys me its hard to control the negativity and I'm a real dick to those people. I guess when you don't like people you tend to dehumanize them and forget they have feelings. I really really hate that I do that. I want to be nice and positive and understanding all of the time. But I've noticed throughout my life, every time I am annoyed by someone, even if they are my best friend, I am a huge bitch to them and its awful, and it ruins things. And I vowed to myself I would not do that anymore... but then I've done it tonight.

I mean this guy is kind of disrespectful to me but not an outright asshole or anything. And I am just such a dick to him. And tonight I called him stupid and he got mad and stormed off and now everyone is kind of mad at me I think. I feel really bad... He just gets on my nerves and he is kinda dick-ish to me. But I definitely don't think it justifies how much of an ass I was.

I think being at a school with a bunch of rich lame white kids and living with people I don't really click with has made me a bit more negative... and I don't want to be that way at all. I'm going to try to meditate everyday from now on.

So is anyone else a total asshole to people for no reason sometimes and feels bad about it??

 

I am, its starting and creeping up on me - i never used to but nowadays... i only do it to people i dont click with not best friends or anything.

And I would think that if its where you are thats causing it, as soon as you get to people that you like better and into a different place maybe it'll be easier, i think its just a phase but you'd probably know better.

 

when i was younger (teens) i used to have a real problem with my anger. It would come out as sarcasm, i was pessamistic (spelling) and generally not helpful and difficult with people i didn't like. Eventually i grew up and realised that i was being an idiot and i guess with that i kind of changed my perspective on a lot of things and became a happier person. I'm not really sure what i'm saying, but maybe you can use some anger release methods or something?


peace

 

Being around people who are constantly negative is just beyond horrible...I don't go around treating people like crap for no good reason, but if I did I would have half the sense to know it was due to me and my own problems and wouldn't blame it on other people and try to find reasoning as to why I am being an asshole to them...

 

We're dicks! We're reckless, arrogant, stupid dicks. And the Film Actors Guild are pussies. And Kim Jong Il is an asshole. Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes. I don't know much about this crazy, crazy world, but I do know this: If you don't let us fuck this asshole, we're going to have our dicks and pussies all covered in shit!

 

Not what I was doing at all man. Sometimes I just don't click with people, I am a very giving and nice person usually. I love people. I am very optimistic and usually see the good in people and think everyone is beautiful. Thats me. But sometimes I am a bitch, just like everyone else.

And that night motivated me to be less annoyed with people and meditate more often to purify myself with positivity cuz negativity gets the best of you sometimes.

That guy is annoying believe me and kind of a dick... I don't just say that about people. He's still my friend though all in all and sometimes friends are bitchy to each other.

GOSH please do not judge me! You do not even know me!

 

That sounds completely normal.
I hate how the closer I am to someone, the easier it is for me to be an ass to them. Not that I try to be an ass to any of my friends, but sometimes I joke around and it can be taken the wrong way, or I just mess with people and they don't realize that it's all in good fun.

 

Why are you getting upset and saying I am judging you... I didn't say anything bad at all... I was giving my thoughts on the TOPIC at hand, not you.. I did not judge you.. I just stated my thoughts on people who are negative all the time.. You said in your first sentence that you were a negative person, I was just saying my thoughts/opinions about negative people.. What's so wrong with that? What do you expect people to do when you post something on a forum, to reply with their thoughts, right.. And that is really simply what I did.

 

who cares.. say what you think and think what you say, just learn to control your emotions

 

I didn't say I was a negative person... I'm a very positive person. Everyone has their negative moments. I felt like you were saying things about me that weren't actually true.

 

I wasn't talking about you, I was talking about the topic...What did I say anyways this is too funny... I just said I don't go around treating people like crap and if I did I would have the sense to know that it was MY fault if I did.. that is all...