http://www.rigorousintuition.ca/board/viewtopic.php?t=16931 Cyborg insects. Fucking cyborg insects...
I do a lot of shamanic work with moving my consciousness into the bodies of other people and animals via dreams and with the help of plant teachers. I know this sounds so crazy, but I've blasted out of my body and into the spider on the ceiling. And yeah, they're watching. Always. When this happened, i was @ alex grays COSM in NYC. What a magical place....
Stalk, i don't think that sounds crazy at all. The part about "them" watching, are you referring to the insects or the government?
well, it's funny you mention government. they now literally GROW cybernetic bugs that spy. I swear. How fucked up is that? But I was referring to the bugs, and consciousness itself, which seems to slip around, and move...
besides the government... yea bugs watch us. everything watches us. I feel I've seen glimpses of consciousness and it's always appeared as some kind of liquid. Like a kind of frequecy liquid.
One time when I had taken too many drugs I became convinced that a fly in my room was a spy from the Devil. Another time I was sitting with some friends in a gazebo and there was a little winged bug, creeping along. I picked up a rock and drew a circle around it, and then it sort of meandered around a bit within the circle, but it would not leave the circle, and then a moment later it spread its wings and flew outside of the circle. It was hilarious. So you never know.
If you've known about this since 1962... Have you ever thought about the anticholinerginic demension? My ex wife and I have dicussed it together with a few people.