I told all my friends to say whatever they want to me because they say i'm the virgin mary and I want to shed that image by proving nothing shocks me. I figure eventually nothing will. But today my friend tells me that I should date her boyfriends younger brother*who is like 14*. Then she's like well not date but have sex. The strange part is i'm not sure if she was joking or not. Which made me start to think saying that was a mistake. But I don't want to retract that statement because I can handle one of those every once in a while. But yeah...it did make my day better I do admit. I had nearly gotten searched by the school police the period before and was upset about it. So it made me giggle. They don't call me the virgin mary because i'm a virgin*I am though*they do because i'm just so seemingly innocent. I had a very sheltered childhood. I still don't know much about the vices of life. I still carry around that little girl attitude about the world being amazing and everyone being good. They think i'm sinless*or close to it*. Even my voice is that way. I've been told its light and carefree. I've actually been asked if I was on drugs because of it*i'm not*. I'd rather not say what they said about cum.
Theres nothing wrong with being a virgin at 17. Make fun of them for being whores. Sex is good though.
I know. But i'd never make fun of them for being whores. They're my friends and I know them better than that. From what i've been told it is.