I bought 4 grammes a few days ago, i never done speed alot, maybe 3-4 lines in the past. So there i was with my 4 grammes, i woke up next morning and made myself a nice line for breakfast, i enjoyed the euphoric feeling i had the next few hours, so i wanted the feeling to go on and on all day, and i wanted to get the maximum out of it. So there i was snorting 2 grammes of speed in one day. During that night i couldn't get sleep, well, i wasn't really tired because of the speed.. but i knew that i needed my sleep so that i would be clear awake and well slept for another day of snorting and euphory. So, i closed my eyes tried to fall asleep, my breating became very very slow, i didn't feel like i need to breath, in any way, all of the sudden my heart went crazy, it started beating extremely hard and fast.. i tried to slow it down by breating deeply in and out and also by breathing faster. That seemed to help, my heart pace slowed down. Then when i tried breathing a bit slower my heart pace increased insanely again. So i had been lying in my bed all night manually breathing deep in and out. I litteraly had death fears. The 2 grammes of speed didn't seemed that much, but later i found out that it was just because the speed was still wet and so it looked less in quantity. The next day i had to do everything very very slowley and by the evening i could take back my normal tempo of living, altho my heart muscle still felt awefull. Now i wonder how close i was to a heart failure.. because the pace of my heartbeat was like 5 beats per sec, fucking insane. I wonder if i should still do speed, also because of the fact that i already have a high blood pressure for my age, and i also wonder, where is the barrier between a unregular heartbeat and a heart failure.. .
Speed causes an 'unregular' heartbeat. In excess it causes a very 'unregular' heartbeat. You did way too much. Try a line every 4-5 hours, no more. In other words, like .5 gram a day max. There's no way to know when and if your heart will give out. The high blood presuure doesn't help. One line could do it. More likely, a bunch of lines though. If I were you, I would at least consider not taking meth, coke, or any other stimulants. If you're going to do them anyway, moderation is the key.
when you said it looked wet, that means it is "cut", other things are added into your meth to make it seem like you got more. that is actually pretty normal for meth, lol. i would stay as far away as possible if I were you. meth=death
Yea i guess, it also does some weird things with your logical thinking, you think that everything you think of is 100% logical while you are actually making up some paranoid stories and stuff. about the speed being cut if it is still wet, that is actually very ironic because all of my friends say that , if it is wet it is still fresh and stuff and good quality.
Is this thread for real? Yeah, speed is a strong stimulant. Yeah, it causes heart failure. Common emergency medical wisdom says a sustained heart rate above 200 is in the critical range(ie you could easily die). Yeah speed is uber adddictive and causes people to do unusual and unwise things(like more speed and take apart the television and steal from their family) Anyway, I can't believe I'm the first to go out on a limb and call you dumb.
lol you sure it isn't cut? ever smoke it? i can tell you for a fact, when you crack it back (melt it down) there will be a milky white puddle of cut you will have to burn off.
Yea, there is indeed a little bit of white puddle.. but really not much, a friend also told me that if you dry it with heat it will burn away some of the good stuff.. (good stuff = cut?) :/. but guess it's a story made up by dealers when they say that wet speed stands for quality. Doesn't matter, i'm just going to snort the last bits i got left and then stop wasting my money on speed and rather buy somewhat less harmfull drugs. @ahimsa , yea it makes you do weird stuff indeed, yesterday i wanted to take as many lines and alcohol as possible, and with the alcohol i didn't felt if my heart was going to fast so i thought i could keep snorting more and more, lucky i got stuck in a deep conversation with a friend and realised that my suicidal thoughts where just being caused by the crappy shit i was snorting.
Yeah, if you're at 200bpm resting then youre in full ventricular tachycardia which leads very quickly to ventricular fibrillation. Shit when i hit 160bpm resting I start getting worried about v-tach . . .
FYI: I can't tell you not to do it again b/c people make their own decisions. But if you are debating doing it again, than just make sure you research the drug and get lots of info. This excerpt was taken from a story posted on Erowid:
Somewhere this drug is attractive, it puts your mind in this neutral state of being depressed and all the realisations and deep thoughts you get are amazing, but this is the time that i need to stop with it, forget about the stuff that i still have laying on my desk, throw it out of the window or something, or flush it trough the toilet. This stuff makes you don't care about anything anymore, even not about yourself, this stuff even made me cut in my arms again twice, i thought i had demolished that habit for ages and that i didn't stood that weak in life anymore. Yeap, time has come to stop with all the drugs, even pot and psychedelics and get the feel of reality again.
if you can do that it might really help you, not because drugs are necessarily bad, but because when you say somthing like that, it seems like you're ready for a long break
