I am cranky, a good deal of the time. I always over do it, be it sun, or excersize, or booze. I give too much of myself, and don't expect enough of others. I am a closet nerd. I tend to let my roles define me, as in wife, mother, etc. Despite my musings about what it would be like to actually have a life, my fondest way to spend friday nights is curled up under the blankets on the couch, eating popcorn and watching the late show with my sons until they drift off.
more'n likely i'll rub yours. you've been all tropical and shit. i go out in 30 degree weather in a t-shirt and flip flops. but the water is AWESOME for keeping the beer and watermelon cold.
You're so considerate. mmm watermelon. I love fruit. I should eat more fruit. The rainy season is on the way here, so we've been having mad thunderstorms here lately. Maybe you could come here and we could sit on top of Pha Chana Dai cliffs and watch one roll in and drown us.
ooooooooo! that would be incredible. i'll likely dream about it now. i've always wanted to do that. our thunderstorms are coming in now, too. they sound wonderful.
I hope you do have some nice dreams. Pha Chana Dai is beautiful. The day after the thunderstorm, at sunrise, you can watch the sun break through and burn off a sea of mist floating below you, revealing astounding views of the Mekong and Laos.
I'm a ## year old male, I could be dying of starvation and enjoy a joint more than a meal. I have no self confidence, I fall in love way to easily, I have a disorder called Social Anxiety, which means I prohibit myself from normal amounts of contact with other people, simply because I don't handle social situations well, especially when I'm stoned. I have Long curly dirty blonde hair, Blue eyes, Skinny body with an fat ass. I almost always have a t-shirt on that advertises some sort of classic rock band, knowing that it is not the popular style of music. I open up to easily to people, ill spend a week alone in my house without ever thinking twice about it. I work part time at Gilbert Music and Arts, which is a small instrument store, quite close to my house, the pay is horrible, but I love working there. I broke up with my last girlfriend, which is the first time I DIDN'T wait for her to end it for me, and I celebrate that fact, even though I actually 'liked' her. As you probobly guessed, I'm still a virgin. I have no masculinity, or self drive, or motivation. I'm just a mass of contradictions, waiting for it all to end, but in the meantime, I wonder, Why am I here in the first place, and Who am I really? Thoughts?