Alright- I've taken LSD just around 6 times, and wild psilocybin containing mushrooms 3 times. Out of these 9 experiences with these two similar chemicals, i've never really truly hallucinated. My first time I took LSD- I saw that light reflections off glass surfaces all changed to a purple or blue color, and I was confused with an array of strange, uncontrollable emotion. the night ended 7 hours later with sleep- with the latter being the most promenint visual hallucinations. Trips 2-4 produced aboslutely no visuals, and only the all too firmiliar mindfuck was everpresent. The 5th time I saw some geometic shapes with closed eyes that seemed to be transforming, slight melting and other bland insignificant sights. All 3 mushroom experiences have also turned up bunk. Althought I did see what would be described as a hallucination, what do you think the deal is here? Why am I not seeing profound sights that i've only heard or read about? Is there something i'm missing? The loss of the ego and clear light reality and learys "Bardos" I have understood and recognized as what I was experiencing mentally, but there was no retinal circus. No dream theater. But on the complete contrary, several times while taking ecstasy tabs, i've hallucinated some genuinely life changing things. a grey wolf standing in the corner of my friends apartment, staring at me. warps and tunnels of space time opening inside my friends living room. energy flowing off the walls in warping columns, all experienced while on this drug (keep in mind also that I'm fairly certain my ecstasy is of high quality, i've never gotten a dud, meth bomb or even a boring tab out of sources). What the fuck is up with my mind?
I know of a few people who could probably agree with you so im not sure if there is anything you can really do but keep trying? How many tabs did you take each time; friends have taken up to 4 tabs and have had minimal visuals but a heavy load of head. The dream theater thing, thats cool i've never heard it before and space wolf hallucinating ecstasy tabs, dude please tell me what this is you speak of?!
i've never really hallucinated either. i hear jackasses talking about seeing mickey mouse jump out of their tv and chase them with an axe..and i immediately call bullshit on these stories. it seems like people like to lie about having done something they THINK will make them insane. the extent of my visuals have always been pretty much light burned images in my eyes..resonating as i look away and at different things. i saw jim morrison in a lightshow at Phish once..but that's about it. i can't speak for generally high dosages...but at low levels..i've never seen anything remotely close to all the descriptions i heard before i ever tried it.
For a long time I had the same problem, then I realized that I was just expecting too much. You're not gonna get real hallucinations on any reasonable dose so much as you will distortions. Flowers coming off pictures and dancing, weird depth perception tricks, patterns on things (kind of like shadow images). You're not gonna see pink elephants dancing around your head.
I'd disagree, my first time was on 1/2 tab and the side of my mates house was like a larva lamp literally blobbing around the place.
sounds fun : ) most i ever did was 5 and it just made everything look kinda crystalline/hazy and jelly.
LSD never really has had that totally off the wall halluciation for me, its usually just reality with a bit of a twist. The first time you are expecting this kaliescope of colors and cartoon vision, but its nothing like that.
on 10 hits i hallucinated things that weren't there for over 12 hours, in retrospect the hallucinations were just WAY bigger and abstract than the ones on a low dose. i only hallucinated things with my eyes closed most of the time, whatever i thought about was materialized and would dance or float around in a soup of color oh and i also remember on the peak, closing my eyes and seeing my brain spinning around in circles, even if i opened my eyes and closed them again i would still see it lol.
i'm not sure whats in them. I don't test them, I don't know, and my guesses just sound stupid to me. I'm going to go out on a limb and say that it was probably some other phenathylamine added on top of whatever the base was, mdma, mda, whatever. it was two shits in one pill, dude. I'm glad that when everything else fails, even going to the feild to pick shrooms, i can get the best tabs i've ever gotten from anyone for just 10 a pop. Oh, I had only taken 3 that whole night. 1 orange dolphin at 11pm, 1 white snowman at 2:00AM, and another orange dolphin at 7am. By the way, good to see i'm not alone. I think it is also in part to deluted or degraded quality of the acid I get. The guy who sells I cannot trust with anything, and he sells for 15 a hit, the most bogus fucking price on earth. I wouldn't doubt if it was 1 part lsd to 10 parts water in every drop. It allways comes in a sweet breath thing too, so it tastes like fucking breath mints. I hate people who willingly ruin wonderful things. I've had more spiritual awakening on DXM than any of the shit I got from him.
There are some rolls cut with mescaline, I remember having some of those once, its a possiblity, pretty visual roll/trip combination, this was probably 10 years ago but I am sure there are still some out there cut the same way.
You must come to terms with the fact that anything is possible. That every time you trip, it will be differebt. WHether it be the pattern, what you think and everything associated with it. Whats happening to you is what has happened before and will continue happening forever. Advice? You got 3 choices: A. Keep doing such drugs often and such then eventually overdose which is always fun B. Start doing less drugs and eventually become a lawyer or some other profession that will help the government get more money for its plans C. Understand that what you think of in your mind is completely your own. Only you have the power to decipher the chaos within the order within the chaos of your soul in the order of science to explain the chaos of the universe. or D. Keep doin what you is doin
Fair enough, it may of been 2ci or something if they're pills. Yea your definitely not alone and its not unlikely you got douche hits if they were breath minted and from a bogus dude. I'd say keep trying man because once you get the real thing you will know the difference. I think I had really weak or obscure hits the first three times, but the 4th - I took 2 but it was so strong and amazing and came on in 15min that it was too exciting for words. Also, how many tabs did you take?
