hello people! i did dmt for the first time a month ago, with no previous experimentation in any other psychadelics (never done shroom or acid) my sisters b/f packed it into two cones for me not knowing i dont smoke weed anymore, and after the first cone everything went cartooney, and then had the 2nd. and instantly kablamow. now some parts i can remember were actually quite pleasant but i dont smoke weed anymore as it makes me extreeeemely paranoid. in my trip, 3 things i have a paranoia of actually happened inside my head, and also it felt devastating that it felt as though my whole life had been a build up to that very moment, and i have somehow lived it before but never had but knew i would some day(deva vu???) sorry if that makes no sense when i came out of it and i looked at the room, i knew my friends and girlfriends faces, but did not know who they were. i had learned no sacred lesson of life etc, was a confused mess! anyway! my question is i would love to try it again, yet only with tobacco this time. should that take away the paranoia? i want to experience what others felt (letting go of who you are, the learning etc) thankyou!
by the way i know it was a stupid time to do it it was 630am, and i had been up having consumed 2 pills that night and started drinking moderately at around 230am i had wanted to try it and they had just got home and because the opportunity to have it was there, i took it. looking back was a poor decision, i had told myself i would clear of mind when i did do it, but you know how impatient you can get. and with my paranoia with weed, i smoked it solidly for a good 4 years and around a year ago, in all seriousness one day my body and mind just started rejecting it. just in case anybody was wondering!
