I tend to feel that way when I haven't had proper sleep or rest. Then I get into some wicked shit and it fucks my poise even more. It's funny, the more tired I am, the more I get brilliant ideas...like throwing shot glasses over the fence in a vacant lot and crashing it against the graffitti on the wall.
like fitzy said, once i get in the zone i sometimes feel more at rest when i'm actually doing something. when i'm not doing anything, rest is almost impossible. my mind is usually racing and i'm generally trying to do 2 or 3 resting-style activities at once
No such thing as "being at rest" when you have a 6 year old, a two year old, a full time job, and a household to run. That is a privilige I've not had in years.
Right. And yet people like me think we're restless... My mom said she was losing her memory a bit when she had my sis. I only know the anecdote. She was a BAD brat.