I took a break from all drugs on April 28th/08. I was going to quit until summer but today I decided to get high. And holy shit I got high. So I think that I'm just going to continue smoking pot but not let it interfere with things like it did last time.
i'd get high then all my motivation would be sucked right out of me so i wouldn't do anything like homework, excercise, eat well, etc. i know there's people that can get high and manage those things, but i'm not one of them, so i'm just cutting back.
Thats what happened to me. So i just only smoked on weekends for the second half of this school year, and things took a big turn for the better.
i'm the same way as you are, but i have yet to realize that it's the weed fucking everything up. i'm going to have to quit when school starts back up again. hope everything works out for ya.
realization is the key. when you realize it's the drugs fucking everything up, you have fixed the problem.
i realize that if i let weed make me lazy and unmotivated, then i am nothing but what the media talks about. "stoners".