I missed it... Im pissed... I slept too late...

What the fuck is wrong with me... I slept til like 8 pm.

What I remember from last night was smoking with jess..smoking at home...drinking wine....taking shots.... eating waaaayyyyy too many benzos, getting a migraine... taking imitrix (im gonna make a whole new thread about that in a min cause i think it's funny as all hell and i apologize if in my fucked up state i had already done so)......
sleeping in my bra...
which is actually quite comfy to sleep in
yayyy for comfy bras


anyways
so gonna go to this HUUUUGE local farmer's market thing today (it's only on tuesdays).... fresh veggies, fruits, pies, yard sale type stuff, crafts,.... anyways the produce is sooo yummy and CHEAP and i was looking foward to it all week but of course i wake up too late...

I HATE waking up late.

I feel like I missed life.

And yeah I had my couple fun nights drinking no more.... now I shall just smoke and eat benzos (but hardly any now cause my dumbass obviously doesnt know control when she is fucked up and has not many left)

 

Never turn your back at the bottle.

 

Oh believe me... you don't wanna see me on binges....

I shall stick to taking my benzos and smoking da ganja.