there's like an 90% chance i'm getting sent to a rehab program thing it's monday-thursday for like 3 hours a day. it wont be that bad because one of my really good friends already goes there...but it's just gunna be a waste of time. i fuckin hate outpatient because people get stuck in outpatient programs FOREVER like idk ive been in one before and people just stay there for like years. wtf is the point well it's better than being inpatient i guess but still. i did coke this morning with this kid because he owed me coke money so he just brought coke instead... and well my nose started bleeding in class today...idk if it was even because of the coke though cause it was like afterwards and i only did like 4 lines... but yeah my teacher called my counselor who called my mom but thankfully they didn't say it was a nosebleed they just said they suspected i was on hard drugs. ok first of all wtf what if my nose just happened to start bleeding and wasn;t even on anything? my whole school is against me =\
if you're 15 and doing coke all the time, you probably need to go to rehab. it will probably be best for you anyway.. and at least it's not inpatient. suck it up!
i'm not doing coke all the time, i've never been addicted and i don't do it that often. my mom doesn't evne know about that, she thinks i just smoke weed and that's why she wants me to go to rehab
if you really don't wanna go to rehab, then you should sit your mom down and say you will quit.. and have a talk with her how you're not addicted to weed, and that you don't think it's affecting you in anyway (school wise)
yeah only problem is i've done that like 3 times before. actually i just talked to her and we might not be able to afford it...sweet.
i believe u that youre not addicted but even to start doing coke is a step in the wrong direction. rehab at 15 prob not the best place to be but it could be for the better if u no wht i mean. but ya it does seem like a big time waster. and it is pretty darn expensive, it seems to be a little early to send you to rehab. if u were doing coke and weed daily and were just wasted all day then i could see probable cause but at this point i would say its just experimental unless signs of addiction start to occur. gl hope all works out!
yeah i mean im failing my sophomore year do thats why my mom wants me to go to rehab but i just dont like school...i can get high and still go to class but i just don't go to class but it's not becauase of weed or drugs
i see kids in my grade doing the same thing. i can understand you not liking school my sister is the same way, she would get to school and just kept on driving. she didnt graduate her senior year but went to a alt. school and loved it and will be graduating this year. school deff gets boring and u feel like a fucking robot doing the same shit everday, same classes same bullshit. i guess it varies from person to person the only real reason for me doing good in school would be sports. if i didnt hav that haha i could be skipping class everyday too. i think in the long run its best to finish school, your job options greatly increase and its always good to expand your mind and try to do as well as you can. im not saying youre a total mess up if you skip class everyday and fail all your classes, its a choice that alot of ppl make and i totally respect it. its always good to vision what your future can hold for you, it can change your prespective on things alot. it sounds really gay yeah but it can really make a impact on what type of choices you make. but at 15 it can go either way, still young and still a lot more maturing and growing up to do. srry if i sound like a preachy loser lmao. keep it real
lol "i dont do coke that often" jesus fuck. people suck dick for coke. soon you will too. failing school? doing coke? If I had to make a graph it would show a huge correlation .
i agree coke can be a extreamly addictive substance (never have tried it tho so i wouldnt know first hand). but some people can do coke once in a great while and keep it as a special occasion only drug. but coke is expensive as fuck and is truly a rich mans drug just remember that. so seeing as tho im not a spoiled little bitch who gets my parents to buy me everything and give me money whenever the fuck i want it like some of the spoiled peices of shit that go to my school i dont plan to do coke anytime soon or prob even at all.
ive been experimenting with coke for like almost a year and i still have no addictions to it so yeah i think i have it under control, i don't usually do it during the week and i dont d it every weekend even. i know it's addictive but i know how not to get addicted. plus its not like im cutting class and going to do coke and like not doing homewokr cuz im up doing coke all night...so ya coke and me failing school are unrelated
Cheech and Chong Space Coke.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhTKuZ5S_oA&feature=related Thats it Man...
Yes it is. You just like to tell yourself it's not and after a while you start believing it. Trust me, I've been there, I probably sound like a boring old fart but I've been in a similar situation as you when I was your age, weed, lsd, cocaine, (though my folks seem cooler than yours, they wouldn't have shipped me off to rehab) and I sorted myself out (kinda- lol) by working hard at something I loved for no money but most people don't end up ok after fucking around like that. They tend to end up as another loser sucking corporate dick for minimum wage and living a shitty lifestyle, rise above that, you're better than that- everyone's better than that. Without sounding patronising; you're 15, you're a child, many of your posts come across as if you're bragging about how many drugs you take.. I agree, I think your mother is a bit extreme sending you to rehab for smoking grass but you want to know the best way to stop her and make her trust you? Stop smoking. Weed's not going to go anywhere, where as you might end up going to a dark place.. Cut a deal with your mother that you'll take piss tests every so often or something instead of sending you to the rehab.. Wait a few years, when you're 18 you can go off and smoke all the pot you want and move out of your folk's house cos you can earn enough to pay your way... If you fuck around too much now, chances are when you're 18 you won't be able to get a job that pays well enough to move out and you'll be stuck there for even longer.. If you want to be treated like an adult then behave like one, I know it's not easy but your real friends will stick by you and respect your decisions and the others just interested in the drugs and not you as a friend will disappear- but you don't need them anyway.. The drugs aren't necessarily the issue.. One can take drugs and be productive.. However, if you're just caning drugs and not doing anything else, not going to school and everything else is a bit messy then you shouldn't be taking them as you're being irresponsible.. Are you suprised that your mother's worried?? Sink or swim- your actions all have consequences... You decide how you want your life to be... Peace.
well i know everyone says that i do cut class because of weed and drugs and im just in denial etc etc but honestly i cut class even when i'm not gunna get high i just don't like school i never have, but yeah i know i need to pass so i'm already signed up for summer school and shit like that to get my shit together but i'm still gunna smoke weed and do other stuff..last year i was also smoking and drinking and doing other shit but i passed all my classes but that was just because i was like motivated to go to school now i just think it's pointless i'd rather go to this rehab thing than tell my mom she can piss test me, anyway she already told me she's going to give me random drug tests rehab or not i know i could stop smoking weed and shit but i don't want to so im not going to, weed will always be there but i'm going to get older and have a lot more responsibilities so i might as well just fuck around now while i can and just work hard in the future anyway i talked to my mom and i probably won't get sent to the rehab place because the summer program is a lot more expensive, so as long as i don't get busted again i'm good.
believe me, getting to the end of senior years is one of the best things iv ever felt. its just this huge weight off your shoulders and its great knowing you survived it all. i had some real shitty times in high school, but i survived it and tommorow is my last exam for high school EVER! and its just fuckin awesome. stay in school
cokes fun, just my old hook up got busted, so now its 60 a g and i dont feel like paying that so i dont do coke that often anymore, but my friend last year, after getting expelled, went to rehab(he had an eightball in his locker and his drug test had coke,weed, xtc,opiates, ampetamines, so he kinda needed it) hes out now but i havent seen him, i kno he is still smoking and doing coke, so it sdidnt exactly work
google jenny Poliakoff. she didnt do coke that often either. not like its a problem for her now anyway. coke and you unrelated? maybe for now. you seem to have life figured out. cut class (because who needs an education anyway) and do a few lines here and there. Well, I'll leave you to it. hippieatheart university killed my time. but now that its summer, i really have no excuse haha. Im just working, doing a few classes over the summer (distance ed rocks) and smokin a few bowls. what have you been up to?
