Bad highs

for me my bad highs are psychological i just start to think very negative like
"omg the weed is making me ugly" then I will look into the mirror four hundred times and praying to god to keep me from being ugly. Or I will just think of other crazy stuff. But I only smoke for the comedowns because thats when I reflect on my next move and what things i should read or do better with myself. I only smoke seldomly because the paranoia is just to fucking much for me. And I always feel the weed is destroying me when im high. Thats why when im high I DO NOT LOOK INTO THE MIRROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
because i will think the weed is messing up how i look or my body looks or my growth or just some other crazy shit

LOL

 

yeah, i havent had too many bad highs, but it seems that a key thing is to not smoke too much your first time, because if you've never done it and you get way to high it'll suck. my first time i tripped hardcore, it wasnt that bad, just everything was all blurry and crazy from what i remember and i fell asleep on the floor right next to people playing beer pong and flip cup....

 

Pleasently plump out of control high friend,sat on me and started biting my arm and saying she was gonna eat me.

I totallly lost it,cannibalism is my all time fear,along with being burried alive.

hahaha
i was like DUDE wtf? go away,and i started counting my alphabet crackers

 

The other night i got high in the strip joint parking lot n when we went inside i got sicc n threw up in the bathroom other than that ive had good highs.

 

One time I smoked some good shit with my freind. And all the sudden I felt like I was falling off this cliff.

 

I've only had two somewhat bad highs, and one major buzzkill.

The first time was earlier this year when I hadn't been sleeping much (4-5 hours/night), so of course, at 1-2 AM, after being up since 6, I was extremely tired. I'm pretty sure that's the only cause, but I felt like complete shit. Outside I had to sit down on some cold, gravel rocks to avoid feeling worse. Anyway, we went back inside to watch Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas for the 300th time, and I fell asleep in my chair 15 minutes in.

The second time was a few months ago when I friend of mine had this awesome experience smoking in a forest. I felt insanely good until we reached a movie theatre to see Juno, and about 20 minutes in, I started to overheat. I ended up passing out for the first time in my life not by being tired, but by overheating. I blame stems.

The buzzkill was when I was smoking with two friends outside my dad's house, and about 45 minutes after we came inside, my stepmom came in claiming she smelled pot smoke because we kept coming inside to re-load.

I've always been in a comfortable place, either at one of my parent's houses or in a woodsy area, and I'm always around friends. Perhaps the largest part is that while I'm out, I never have to make decisions or drive, so I can be as high as I want and act as stupid as I want.

 

I've only ever had one bad high - when I was new to smoking, shared three bong bowls with my sister, then played james bond on the N64.....all those twists and turns made me sooo dizzy and I puked.

I've only had good highs since, but after the buzz is gone I feel like shit since the munchies get the best of me and I tend to eat myself sick.

 

1. encountering law enforcement
2. parents
3. just too damn high.