last night i dosed with 3 mushroom chocolates that was probably equal to about 5 grams. i meditated and ended up falling asleep, when i woke up a little while later i was tripping. i went into my closet to smoke some weed. i basically stayed in there all night tripping hard until the early morning. i kept feeling like i would dive into my concious and when i would stay inside my mind to long id have to come up for air and id have to take a huge breath like i just forgot to breath or something. i ended up doing a back stroke feeling like i was in the water ready to dive back down. my eyes were like magnifying glasses, it was great! i ended up going ego def and just thinking about the world. all the philosiphers, geniuses, religous icons, and anyone and anything that has made a huge impact on the world i thought of. later i went outside to go smoke some more. after a few bong hits i began to meditate, i just concentrated on my breathing until i was nothing but air, i felt no body anymore, i was as light as the air, i was just pure conciousness, it was one of the most blissful moments in my life. a felt completly in one with nature, a bird flew right past my head, i felt as he woulda landed on my head, but i was a bit frightened and he knew that so he flew away. i began to see divine landscapes, and i saw what i believe was god. he was everything that made me happy entwined into one, plus man, and light all at the same time. i talked to him and told him i loved him. i was truely happy. for the past few days ive been kind of upset, but this trip cured everything, it was truly blissful!
