Hey'yall. I'm new here and thought I'd ask the community about my status or state, sexual-wise. I'm now 19 years old, just turned actually, and I haven't had any sexual contanct with females. I've become obsessed, since junior-high school (ages 13 to 15) with a girl. Each morning when I wake I greet my penis and think how she would enjoy using it. Out of all my masturbations about 90% has been to the piccs of this specific girl. She doesn't know how I feel, and I haven't seen her since the schooldays. I continually try to look for new images of her from the internet. I even plan to hire a professional PI (privat investig... bah, spell?) to spy and take pics of her. I also have so many pics, that one day I can order a REAL SEX DOLL made to her looking, by my specifications. I would die a happy man if I would just get one kiss from her. But I acknoewledge that this be a problem. Any advice how to break this obsession without conforting to lobotomy or calibacy or even losing the christmas jingles (if ya know what i mean). THANX!
aah yes, my real age I didn't want to say out but I did anyway in this post . more advice please? similar experiences?
I really never thought I would say this, but I think you need to check yourself out, this seems very odd to me, a sex doll that looks like someone you desire Geeeez, and what is she doing on the internet anyway, does she have some kind of sex site, you need to get her out of your head, the best way is to go find yourself a real CHICK, not a balloon chick. Peace
When I was in Junior HIgh school I would get obsessed with boyfriends this way slightly (although not with the private detective stuff) I stopped as I got older. It sounds like a pretty big obsession that's hung too long and is growing more unhealthy by the second. If you're so obsessed with this one girl, it would be hard to give others a chance. Not to sound insulting, but I would seek some sort of counseling for maybe a month or so and see if they can help. This sort of level of obsessing can take over your life...as well as eventually leading you to get into trouble if caught.
The fact you're looking for help is good. What seems to have happened is you have made her into some goddess. Being honest do you still think of her as a human? Rather then some unobtainable sex item? I would recommend taking measures not to think about her so much. And if you can talk to her. Part of the problem is the lack of contact which allows your mind to create new situations. By talking to her hopfully you will get a better sense of reality. Also for your own good. Beat the compulsions, conciously think about NOT thinking about her. To begin with it will just lead to you thinking about her more. But keep going, situations like this can turn honest men, into the kind of man no one wants to be.
you will hit rock bottom if you get rejected. i've been in a similar situation, more of wanting to date someone, not so much jerking off to the thought of them (although i've probably jerked off to alot of the girls i've known, just never got to do anything with them). anyway i obsessed over wanting to date this one girl, that when i got rejected i really couldn't cope with it. i built it up so much in my head that it was all i thought about. i replayed how i thought it would happen. suddenly i had noone to think about. i'm telling you the things i didn't want to hear when i was your age. as a misunderstood individual who is shy, i tried to work up the courage to talk to a girl i liked, and she thought i was stalking her. that has followed me around and creeped out other girls i was friends with. stuff like that follows you, now i keep myself at a distance from alot of women, don't want to make them feel uncomfortable.
You've gotta find some other girl to jack it to, man. It's not gonna be good for you to continue like this.
Have you considered asking this chic out? Maybe making it real? Look her up..........if shes not interested..............move on.
