I always have these crazy dreams about my high school history teacher. I have been out of high school for 3 yrs now, but have been having them eversince. We are always madly in-love, but can't be together. We have had done everything in my dreams. Most of my dreams are about us trying to hide our love from the world. The problem with these dreams is that I am in a relationship. But, these dreams are seeping over into my real life. I feel pain, like I am away from someone I love. Like I should really be with my ex-teacher. I don't really know what to think. The fact is that I did have a huge crush on him in school, and there did seem to be some sexual tension. He is only 10yrs older than me. So I would really like to know what this means, is it some sort of sign to me?
In waking life we can mask perfectly normal people with attributes of our own ... kind of a projection of the parts of ourselves that we are not aware we possess and can build an image of someone which is more in our imagination than real life ...and dream lovers can be confusing, i've been there. Dreams of a lover of the opposite sex are often/mostly internal male/female stuff ... an interaction between our concious awareness and our deeper self ... the outer and inner communicating and coming together. However dreams to sometimes tell us about people in our waking life but you need to get a reality check and really feel if this idea of your ex history teacher is based in reality or fancy? I suppose in my life when considering things like this is to know when something is doable or not. Right now in my life there's a beautiful young woman who is interesting and vivacious and thoughtful and creative and who probably thinks the world of me and i do have a crush on her and i think it's mutual. I've known her for a long time and we are friends i guess, but she's 19 and i'm nearly forty! ...so i recognise this attraction as not doable and just understand the connection and not deny i'm attracted, smile, and let go of it. She reflects a part of my feminine self strongly and other women have reflected this part of me before now so i've come to recognise it ...a particular face and voice of the goddess if you like. But i have to remember that this young woman is not the actual reflection i see of her but she is being more like the mirror. So anyway i think this history teacher is showing you a reflection of yourself, the energy fits and he wears it well but it's a part of you. He may embody this energy which is why he can reflect it. I think your dreams are about your relationship with yourself ...and it sounds like a good one but perhaps it's also talking of being more open and showing yourself and your love more.
supressed sexual temptations may surface in dreams, it happens to me a lot, i mean not explicitly but i have that kind of motive
