Hallucinogenic question

I recently broke up with the first love of my life, and I feel down because she wasn't happy with me. I have read not do any hallucinogens till I'm over it. But I'm curious I understand the power of psychedelics and how they can bring you to new light on the downs of your life. The only hallucinogenic experience i've had is on Salvia and it was a very bad trip but I am an extremely deep thinking resilient person. That bad trip changed my life around I started going out fell in love, because I literally felt like I was dying in my trip and felt like I died and became reborn with a new perspective on life that I should not take it for granted and to live it up.

So my question is would you think it's safe or sane to eat magic mushrooms I plan on taking no more then 1.75 grams (half an eighth), doing ecstasy, or LSD while getting over this? So far shrooms is at the top for interest because it's non-habbit forming. I feel an instinct that's as though I need to try 1 or some these because theres some form of perspective or skill that I feel I could gain by trying them. Like bring me to a abstract thought of life that would help or inspire other people.

What's your opinion or input?

 

Do the shrooms for sure, I would say that X will not at all bring you to abstract thought, and you will not feel happy on comedown most likely, but I could be wrong, I have never done lsd, but I would say that is safe even in your brokenhearted condition. I would do shrooms now and see what good vibes you get, its not your fault she wasn't happy, thats a mutual thing; a relationship, and you both are responsible for the feelings and how they turned out.

Speaking of the salvia, I had a similar type of experience and I think, this is only an opinion of drugs like Salvia, and other plants that take you away is that you have to be initiated into it, find a way and place to get and then you can see deeper, that first trip off Salvia might have just been an awakening to the you of Salvia and to grow you have to be fearless and grow with it.

 

Forget Salvia haha I'm done with that, the whole high just freaks me out. Complete loss of ego and reality is what I experienced and when that came back I felt so odd. I did learn a lot from the experience. I like having at least basic motor skills.. not to mention speak that's another. Couldn't do any of that on Salvia. I remember I tried doing it again and right before you start tripping on Salvia at least for me I feel super warm and stupid like drunk.

I feel deep down that I have a purpose that is important for everyone whether it be an abstract view on life that forms a religion or just complete great perspective on life. For example The Beatles dropped acid and wrote lyrics that changed the way lots of people live today. I feel that I will accomplish the same somehow someway through psychedelics.

 

Don't do the drugs because you are feelin down,you won't enjoy the trip,imo anyway...but if you feel that It'll help you,go for it...let us know how you feel afterwards...

 

this is my new rule no. 1 for psychadelics ....just dont expect anything.... do that and you should be alright

 

The only reason I would say not to take these drugs is not that you have things that worry you but because you are focussed on the fact that they are worrying you. Loosing a love as a young male and then analysing whats wrong with yourself can be an intense thought pattern. But also, your problem is not a bad one. Unless you think that this girl is the only human that could love you in a way that you would respect, then this is simply the first love and you must find the next, working on those things that you feel are trully improvable in your character (and not those things that she particularly disliked).
Take any of those drugs with some close friends and I suggest that you may have a great time and totally get over this problem.
But perhaps dont take them alone, because loneliness is a catalyst to thinking about your personal issues.

 

dude if you want a new out look on life find some cacti make tea out of it or some pure mesc and that will help you along as it is a really really spitural trip

 

i was in the exact same situation as you my friend a few months ago. she was my first true love and i was on the brink of having a my psyche collapse. and i had been wanting to try acid for a few years and right after she breaks up with me my friend comes along and says ive been having some good acid lately, you want any? i figured that i was either going to breakdown completley, which i would have if i hadnt take the dose or it would cure me and id be fine. i took the risk, dropped the dose, and i never looked back. that dose changed my life, it saved me and i owe alot to the benevolent chemical that i refer to as Lucy. as robert frost said "in three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life; it goes on".

 

do x while your getting over her though.

 

half 8th of dry or fresh?
i took a half ounce of fresh and it was great!

 

take a guess

 

i am most experienced with ecstasy and im telling you it wont solve anything, but you might have a good time although its not a solution to your problem.... it takes way more time to forget a close person. but depends.... if youre seeking a new outlook dont do it through drugs, try to go out into the woods for a few hours and meditate.... ive done mushrooms couple of times and quite a bit of acid once but it didnt give me any new outlook, or any insight, i was just trippin and perhaps way too self absorbed and freaked out i didnt even have time to think about anything at all.... i feel that these drugs may change the way you always looked at your surroundings and maybe the things youve expected from yourself will change, maybe you will value your life more and maybe you will enjoy to hallucinate but you wont forget your girlfriend or think too much differently of her. as i said, time will heal that.

 

Tripping might help you (rolling almost definitely won't) learn a lot about yourself, but it's probably going to be a rough ride. This is the point where you decide if they're tools or toys.

 

I would definitely select tripping vs. rolling.. When the rolling is over, you got a terrible come down to deal with.. with the tripping, I'd say just don't expect it to solve your problems, just let it be, let the trip go where it wants to go... and you might just learn something about yourself. Goodluck, brokens hearts aren't easy.

 

i think if you were up for any of the three, mushrooms would be the best idea. get together with some friends and do them together so you can share the experience, and know that you all were in the same groove together. as long as you keep the atmosphere positive and upbeat you should have a great trip. everything just becomes so beautiful, and you see people's inner personalities shine through them. and if anyone starts freakn out, just distract them and bring em back into the groove.
and if you feel really good with those, then try some lucy

 

i wouldn't suggest X. a lot of people claim it's theraputic, but really for that to work, you'd need a pretty low dose of pure MDMA and a therapist to guide you.

this one dealer i knew, who actually introduced me to psychedelics (really chill, smart guy), said that whenever some stuff happens like a breakup, he eats a few mushrooms, thinks, releases, and just lets it go.

i'd go with mushrooms... i've noticed more introspection on them than on LSD, they might be better for your situation.

Or maybe morning glory seeds? LSA can be very spiritually rewarding... my two most beautiful trips have been alone in my room, once on LSA and once on mushrooms. those are the only times i've taken some sort of knowledge from a psychedelic and been better for it.