Hashish and Heroin. Blues.

i haven't been addicted to benzos or alchohol, even though i admit i have abused both the substances...but i just dont like the whole after wash of it
leaves you cluttered (in your head or other wise)

Heroin withdrawal wouldn't kill you instantly, just like alcohol or benzo withdrawal, yes after continued use of say 20 years of heroin, this means being on heroin every single day,(which i ve seen happen) ..now that long-term withdrawal WILL kill you.

its physi...er common sense, 1 month of heroin use = 1 week of physical withdrawal (minus the craving and boredom) and lets assume the more usage the more the health diminishes (not because of heroin) because of living conditions and environment. now 10-20 years of being on heroin, yes i ve seen people like that. (will show you guys too:next post) they would die, just like everyone else, only very slow and painfully

 

dayem, i hate reading the above qoute. but i was there once too PLUS i have a addictive personality AND a family history of addiction (on both sides)

the things is topnotch, the first time i sniffed heroin after about 20 minutes,
i said... " this is it?" and the night went on, weirdly..we were grouchy scratchy happy joyful ..but something was'nt right.... it was mellow...like a wave of change.... now... would'nt you wanna know what the wave changed you into...well we scored the damn next day. and kept at it, ofcourse lt was a monthly,weekly thing at first, then me and my junkie brethren just lost control me specially cuz of the mentioned reasons i guess and that the place we got it was nearer to my house.
NOW....if you just want a taste one time wont hurt, if you have the will.
but i read somewhere it takes about 6 times for a person to get 'into' it
and its kinda true... we only got comfortable and really enjoyed heroin
during the middle i guess when we knew how'd we'd feel once we were on it, and nothing else mattered for me atleast...at moments, hurt alot of people, a friend snitched to my parents abt heroin, even that didnt stop me
until i finally fell .....(lemme tell you secretly i was trying to kill my self)
but anyways....
its you're life, you would'nt care about a **** likes me saying alll this from all the way across the oceans..who am i aye? sorry i ve been reading porno ....

i would suggest to you, just be... and 'wonder' what its like, that wont ever disappoint you or anyone who you care about.
just watch the movies, and read the novels, trainspotting, porno ..requiem exceptional irvine welsch's work etc.

you wont feel the real withdrawal until about you're in it for 2 months.
its a wicked bitch...the drug...it can consume you...

with all the details you gave top, i would recommend not to do it.

 

Youth on heroin - my final for multimedia class ...i did so much heroin through out the taping....but anyways... it doesnt matter i flunked the class cuz of attendance... its my first semester dammit.

loookie.... its in 2 parts, cuz youtube only alows 10mins. i aint a director.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6_owohsNEs <--part one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6AytPNu4h4 <-- part two

 

I agree with you, wholeheartedly, pakistan. Though, my curiousity will get the best of me. There's no way around that for me. haha I just have to be careful when I do try it. And yes, your opinion does matter, because you obviously care and have been through it. You don't want to see me make the wrong mistakes, which I appreciate. I do have a strong will.....if i didn't, I would be a hopeless xanax addict by now. haha I know these words mean nothing to someone who has seen addiction, but I have always been able to control my drug intake, aside from xanax because they make me black out when I have enough. lol

 

damn heroin....dats crazy im afraid 2 try shrooms man da only shit I fuck wit is weed not even pills i think heroin , meth & crack r a tie of da worst drugs out there I think heroin is juss da nastiest tho I wouldnt be able 2 shoot up like that & once u stop usin heroin its like hell & I get addicted 2 things very easily I believe all drugs except for marijuana & hashish should be illegal

 

Those pictures make me sick.
I am so scared of needles

 

*bump, just see the video..i ve posted.

 

good hash, indeed.



i m testing out this hookah/sheesha... its pretty harsh on the throat, but i m fuckin baked.

 

first off-shooting heroin isn't the only method on ingestion, and regardless what you shoot, just the instant rush and the process of the needle is addictive. it's not just what you shoot.

and if you've tried heroin once, which unfortunately many do not, but it's not hell stopping. shit, i've done it like 5 times and i've had no problem stopping, sure it lurks in the back of my mind, but its not hell.

and for pakistan, i dont think there a set number of times for people gettiing addicted, people can, and thats just a can get hooked their first time and some may not get addicted they're whole lives if they have enough self control.

what i felt though, after trying almost every kind of opiate on the market, that heroin really made me fall in love with opiates so much more. like the lurking in the back of my mind didn't even occur until i tried it.

 

opiates are the shit, i ve had opium laced hash, and its delicious.
but it gets you kinda paranoid, it bubbles and boils
once you heat it... surely means there some additive to the hash.
i m gonna get opium, soon. i havent had it just as it is... only laced with hash.
i want some medical opiates...hmm whats all that about?

beatnicks right, alot of factors come together, there is scarcity of dead beat real junkies, say in the whole world, 0.7% .. just an assumption ofcourse.

 

I kno there are different ways 2 use heroin such as smokin it...shootin it etc...but its not da process of da needle dats addictive its da fuckin heroin man...nobody who's on heroin wants 2 juss shoot up cuz they like needles & u r lucky u wuzz able 2 control ur use wit heroin cuz da withdrawals of it r awful heroin is juss sick man...& this guy his a broken foot cuz of it I kno sumbody who used heroin also who lost 1 of her legs...shootin it has 2 be da worst cuz of what it also does 2 ur veins & da risk of gettin HIV if shared

 

I just gotta say, the way you post(ganjab0i) is really annoying, to the point that I don't even wanna read your post. haha no offense, but damn dude.

 

I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but I'm not sure it is smart for you to get some opium, being a recovering heroin addict. It could bring the addiction/withdrawal back, full force, depending on how often you smoke it. At least wait a while, if nothing else.

 

that's not exactly true. A lot of people are psychologically addicted to shooting up. They're addicted to the rush which you don't get through snorting. And some people need the blood aspect. It's related to cutting, the desire to see one's own blood.

 

eitherways, i m not gonna go ahead relapse anytime soon, i feel great, why'd i wanna ruin that, but heroins great too, maybe in 6 months. BAM!.

 

nah, dont even think like that. your best bet would just be to forget about it, if you can't well, i'd wait longer, but if you do relapse, sniff before shooting to sample i mean tolerance issues can kill man. just think about this.

 

Yeah really man. Imagine how horrible it was to go through the withdrawal the first time, then think about if it's worth the risk of having to go through it again.

 

both of you are right, i m just waiting for the right time, get my shit straight, and do it
when my peeps dont notice....and i would tend to keep it a one time thing then on.
like occasion worthy... still a dumb choice, when i barely escaped, if it wasnt for the foot breakage i dont know if i would be posting all this, because i couldnt have left it, the withdrwal and other problems were too much to bare.

so. if i do it... i do it smartly, though just yesterday mornin i was msn-ing with this friend whose in dubai, reallly good friend who i use ta do the shite with, and he says..
that you've made the long haul...more than 2 weeks... now its NEVER... and i m like
i ll talk to him...

its a dead-end alley. thats all i have say..enjoy it hate it.

 

How often does black market ecstasy contain heroin? Do you know?

 

thats just a myth why would they cut a extacy with something that is worth more than mdma