Old Crone could you give me a reading too?

Yes, I would love to dance in your field by moon light. I would bring my drum, and and ask my drum to speak peace to the world in, and around me.

 

let the dance spread then together we'll soar.

 

Can I have a reading again oldcrone? The last one really helped me.

Thank you.

 

Old Crone,
I would appreciate a reading also, when you have time. Thank you.

 

Old Crone, your readings are very curious. How would you describe your technique? They kinda' remind me of anothers readings on a different board, though their readings were mainly about ones 'life path' which she saw very clearly. 'Cept for mine, she said I didn't have a 'life path' but a boundless field, which she had never run across before. I'd be interested in getting a reading from you as well.

Post Scriptum: I have left a question for you in the Shapeshifting thread as well...

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Old Crone you are so beautiful with your words.
I would like (if you have the time and the want to) to do a reading for me, I am very curious to know what in store for me and what the past has been like.

thank you in advance.

 

I could sure use a reading right now. Thank you

 

old crone...you bring much love .. blessing to you.
just wondering though...has anyone done you?

 

great question! And thank you again old_crone. I keep coming back to your words and getting new things from them.

 

jrnyman, I kept wondering who you reminded me of. You look like a friend of mine I knew a dozen years ago. fun guy to hang around with.

old_crone
it's just as you said. I'm coming through a period where it's nothing but change, and I've enough lint to make a full set of wooly long underwear.

 

Hi Snail

From here your aura, the color that surrounds you looks like crunchy peanut butter, and grape jelly sandwhich with the white bread on the inside. No place to hold the sandwhich which is waiting to be eaten. This speaks to me of attachments, and staying with what is familiar even when you long for change within you. Doubting and condeming yourself before you find the only one judging what is before you is you. When you limit your options you limit your expression of what you feel ready to open to.

( this reminds me of when my children were growing up. For breakfast I served ceral with out milk. For lunch I made peanut butter and jelly sandwhiches without the bread. For supper we had dry pizza crust with no topping. My children passed on breakfast, got bread, and made their own sandwhichs the way they knew them to be, and for supper they complained. I listened, and said, "When we fear, or do not see the possabilities before us, we get only half the energy, and picture. But to explore our own creativity, we are set free from the roles, and expectations we live in. Some days you just gotta rock the proverbial boat." They got the point, and for breakfast the next morning they covered the dry pizza crust with melted chocolet, and cooked oat meal. That tasted interesting, but today years later the truth is, "Do I need to make you breakfast." We each laugh, and what ever is troubling us the message is, BE YOUR OWN CREATION, a solution is waiting to happen.

When you reach beyond the fears you are self creating because you are not sure where this part of your life is going to take you, and step back to see the whole picture you have to make a choice. 1. Is life going to happen to you, or 2. are you going to happen to your life and be the changes you want.

So often without knowing we slip into the enabler, or victim roles within our own self doubts and lack of clarity. The key here is to choose each step, and choice you make from a place of intent that will keep you focused on the direction you want ot go or become. When you do not know...CREATE, set a plan. You can change the way things are by how you see them. You can be your own direction just by following your path and heart, and the things that call out to you. When nothing calls out...pretent you are your own echo, and call out a direction. When we search out side of our self for our inner vibration and path we will get lost everytime.

When we let go of the hold we have on keeping things the same we are free to embrace and be embraced with a greater depth inside us. In my personal forum is a post titled The Next Step. This will offer an example of how we set our own directions by what we speak to our self within. Speak with love from with, and love will grow from you. This life is not about what is done to us but what we do to us in the living.

As you find your inner sound, and vibration what you learn is how to hear your own voice within. In this you can add to the chaos or create the answers you seek inside the peace you desire. We are here to stretch our self and grow beyond what we know. Each choice, and step you take and make will offer you the lessons and experiences needed to nourish us, and help us do that which we came forth to do.

 

Hi Bluesafire

Others do not reject us, often we are the ones who judge, and reject, or do not see our own beauty. Much like the Danes Rockets flower. As this flower grows wild, free, and beautiful on a clear night when the stars dance in the sky you can hear the voices of these flowers wanting to know if they are indeed flowers, or weeds among the greater beauty they see all around them. No matter how much the wind speaks of their fragrance, and lovelyness, to the blind eyes, or those who are so caught up in one view, they miss the proverbial point of what each individual has to offer.

I love your aura. From here it looks like bird nests lined up on a wire over head. A wire of contemplation, and place of creativity as small bids pop up from time to time when you are in the mood to sing of your strengths, and vulnerability. This aura speaks to me hidden wisdoms, sacred truths, healing old wounds, and rebirth. This aura speaks of change, and giving of your self while wishing for understandings in love, and emotions of the hearts mind, and soul. There is much work you have done to come to this place in your life, and somedays there is not enough time, while on other days time seems never to end.

I saw past lives in Alaska. One as a gold miner, one with the Inuit tribe elder. A life in the Inca tribe in Peru, and a medicine woman with the Bird Tribe. I saw you as a weaver of wools and dyer of yarns, and a builder of tiny shipd and villages that were put in bottles. Your lives have followed a path of healing creations, and openeness to growing. What you are searching for is not so much the answers to your questions but understanding of the lessons, experiences you face within you.

There is a place that seeks balance within you, and resolution of the nagging fears you chew on inside you. I drew these cards as I sat with you inside my heart this morning.

1. Temperance. this is about moderation, compromise even temperament and humbleness of heart. Not always been this way for you but then this too is life being lived beyond what we know. This speaks also of harmony and completion, wanting peace and sometimes hope as you try to do what is right and true for you. This card speaks of spiritual, and material radiance and energy. Here you become your own salvation by building on your own sacredness. This card speaks of inspiration, creative genius, and possabilities yet to be fathomed.
2. Then I drew The Tower. You like to be prepared, and find this is not always the case you find illusions shatter the bounderies around you and what bubbles to the top is truths that change they way you see things. Some days feeling old in your shell, and other days ready for the fall or the abyss before you. Never wanting to be alone, and feeling stragely alone sometimes. You at times become your own prisoner of expectations, and find forgiveness changes the way you percieve things. Change is your only constant here. and nothing is at it seems when you are not understanding.
3. Then I drew the 9 of wands here there is triumph, challanges, victory, strength, integrity and a trust you offer those you love that comes more from innocent than from the truth of what is. When you intution seems blind sided you step back and go inside to find that place of solitude that will give you time to be reborn. Thus as you pop from your nest on the wire you become more than you ever imagined, or dreamed. You become not what is done to you, but what you choose from the place of transformation in which you see another view.
Then my heart was drawn to the 9 of hearts in a regular playing deck of cards. Here I found you sifting through numbers, judgements, joys both won, and lost, and the possabilities that in order for a flower to be fragrant the flower must bloom, as much as sometimes the hearts breaking becomes the greatest strength you have within you. Here you have faced your self full circle, and become you.

As you reach for this embrace of self powerment you find as much as you grow life around you grows as well. A bit stubborn at times but willing to move beyond the past and open to the greater whole within you. While typing this, Grandfather comes through, and says to offer you these words. Grandfather is an ancient grandfather who channels messages of wisdom, and truths the heart often needs to hear for the very path, and healing asked for.

His words.

"Child of beauty, and wonder become your own verse, and garden within you. Fear not the seasons of your living rebirth for you are breath, and stillness, you are life, and hope, you are as the pine needles on a pine tree, and as the limbs of a weeping willow tree. These places are your gardens of transformation from which you will rise again, for love like sap with in that becomes the blood of life is this way, love true is this way."

 

Thank you aireal, I appreciate this very much. Several things stood out especially, and I will sit with these and let the awareness deepen within me. What I love most about your reading is that I have to feel your words, not think them. I value that greatly.

 

Hi Nivekian

Your aura to me looks like Trail Mix. A mix of nuts, sweets, and fruits that offer a strange balance between all things relating to you, and the life you have chosen to live. Here this aura speaks to me of inner awareness, and desires you are almost afraid to believe in. You choose what image you present, and yet look for truth that will stand the test of time. This aura speaks to me of a mixed blend of sacredness, and the profane that keeps the sense of humor alive. As the saying goes, take everything with a grain of salt, and know the spices in life are about living what we know, not so much what we wish other to think we know.

The boundless field you spoke of in relation to your life path is not unusual. Knowing how to read the symbol lanquage of the one you are reading, without entering your own perception is vital. We will see others only with the clarity we see our self. This goes for depth as well. For me your life path is not yet defined because you are not addressing the question as to why you are here. You want specific as to how, and why your life is in the place you are in, and often feeling lost inside the bounderies you have set up for your self. As you go out side for answers you loose the wisdom of the I Am within that will show you your true face, and purpose for being. The choices you make are so you won't miss out on possabilities, and options that are coming. Being tossed between two opposit polar places you find the path is unclear, and undefined within the tangled web of perceptions that ask you, "WHO are YOU."

"My technique" makes me smile. When I go into a reading I remove myself, and walk in the steps of the one I am reading. Here the transformation is like walking in the dark with certian symbols of energy neon lighting up. These lights I speak of show me what I see. Because I have been willing to go so deeply inside my self I have found the rebound is I see others with a new vision, and clarity I might not have.

The answer to your question in the Shape Shifting thread is Yes. I do not often speak of this except for in the stories I tell in my personal forum. There is a book out by John Perkins You will enjoy. The title is Shape Shifting. This speaks of global as well as personal transformation. I have met both him, and Ted Andrews who has a book out as well on Shape Shifting. These will stretch your bounderies, and places of awareness inside you. Your life will not be the same. My third book will be coming out shortly titled Beneath His Roots, and is a channeled collection of experiences, and stories that cross time by an ancient Grandfather.

Back to your personal reading. I see past lives in New Zealand among the Aborginies. Tent maker, code breaker, and slave, pilot, and fisherman whose work was to also repair fishing nets. I see you as a teacher of Brail because you were blind. You had lost your sight in a fire. These are a few. As much as you embrace your own vulnerability you tend to only embrace your self as you walk in your own comfort zones, and yet struggle with the desires of your being to move beyond these places. You present an image, even to yourself that is not real, and some how very real to where you are at , at this moment in time.

The echo of your spirit telling you , you are more than you see now. You are here to face this balance without the wow factor, and therefore see the dangers, and struggles within that which is before you, teaching you the greatest power you have is your vulnerability.

This makes me think of the blind man who taught me to see sun rises, and sun sets from a place within the harmony of the heart, and soul. When we enter the place of living wholeness we become one with all that is. You are still searching for this oneness within you, and the truth of the magic is you all ready are there and are not sure because you have not stepped back to see the greater wholess of the All in the I Am.

You are the collection of the choices you make as much as your life path is the collections of the steps you take. This is no longer about the beginning or the endings, This life is about the Journey and the next step or choice we all make.

Check out post titled, Journey Of Awareness, page two in my personal forum.

 

Like hitting a nail on the head, you are a true craftswoman!
Though, I have and often(though seldom) step outside myself and view the whole, but in seeing it for all that it is at the moment my heart weeps. It hurts me deeply. Therefore I stay in the here, wherever I am and deal with that 'little' reality in the best I can.

Thank you!
Tea or coffee?

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I do understand. Been there.

Coffee most of the time, altho tea is never far away.

 

if you have the time, I'd like a reading

thanks and blessings

 

Hi Dust in the wind

The futur is what you make of it by the thoughts you dwell in, the things you imagine, and the possabilities you reach for. You see the future is not yet written, Altho there are likely out comes every choice and thought we make form the trillion views, or steps we take.

The past is behind you and you have learned many things. Your greatest fear is seperation from that which gives you validation and meaning. Your need for a stong sense of being is over shadowed by the doubts you create and imagine into being. You are like the paint used in modern art. The painter does not create the painting the paint creates the painter.

Your aura to me looks like heath grass, also know as mountain heather. This green mossy like grass is of European origin, and is often refered to as the mountain sponge. Strange how somthing can have many names and meanings and still be the same thing depending on the view taken or the way this thing was originally known. Sometimes we get so locked into one way of being and or thinking we forget the perception and truths are from a fractured, and limited understanding. Your aura speaks to me of standing inside and looking out for awareness and understanding. This place in you that becomes the window to your soul. This aura speaks to me of many tears and hard places and the way to healing is to see from a different awareness and understanding. This aura speaks to me of intensity in feelings and emotions. This place within you speaks of a need for peace and someone to notice you as you feel left out of the inner circles not understanding why.

Death is change, and change is death. When we are born into this place we experience a death from the other side. Like wise when we are born on the other side we experience death from this place. The only thing to fear is the fear we embrace of being unwilling to let go so we might enter the new world with wholeness and one intent. We are always going home one way or the other.

Past lives are varied. There was the deaf mute in Russia where medicine became more a science project with you being the project. Traveling dancer from Holland. Opera singer in France that traveled with much fame. Prisoner of war who lived in capitivity for 15 years before being shot. Construction operater of big machinery, and peace keeper in Africa. These are a few but many residual cell memories hold snap shots of other experiences you have been a part of. The pain in your ankle was a past life carry over when you broke your ankle mountain climbing.

You tend to take life times that are seeming not connected. Yet in fact everything you do is connected by the very fact you experienced the lesson and moment before you. You tend to draw to your self places that will ask you to open to the worlds around you. Never an island unto your self but a collection melody of joined awarness that says you do not want to be alone.

Love holds many sides for you like a prism holds and bends the light. You here this time to pull your thoughts and intent together. To stop the cycles of judgements and pain and to stop fearing what may just heal you. This being the act of being ture to yourself. Knowing what you want out of this life and being willing to let your true voice be heard. You are not made to fit in but a leader to be. A message to those around you that the journey has just begun. You are what is known as in the psychic field of thought as a path finder.

A path finder is also a tracker, one who knows how to follow that which the many seek. You can walk in hells of your own making or heavens of choice. The beauty of this self empowerment is that you know your way instinctly. When you understand the signs of spirit you will follow spirit all the way home and back into the abyss until you are sure of who you are.

Be your own teacher, and student. Be your own chaos and peace, Be your own joy and save yourself from the doubts you hold within you. Speak honestly and give not your heart and spirit away to those who would use you and toss you to the wolves so to speak. Your totem animal is the elk. One who is not afraid of the path no matter where the steps may take them. The message is we never left home for home is within us.

The only thing not possable is that which you limit within you...there in lays your power of wholeness.

 

Hi rmg

Your aura to me looks like a field of orange grove trees. The fruit is not yet ready to harvest, and is seemingly waiting for the right time. In here this aura speaks to me of feelings of being lost, Of waiting for understanding, A place of change between cycles, and seasons.

This speaks to me of looking out side your self for a reason for being here. Not sure how to define what you think you want. This is a hard place because in the past life just before this one you died in a car accident at the age you are now, and its almost as if you have lost parts of your self while looking for awareness. This residual cell memory is as if you are in a kind of limbo wanting to come out. A bi polar energy with emotional intensity.

Other past lives include several lives where you were in service to some one, either by choice, or as a slave. One life time you chose service to a neighboring monks order, dealing with the public where they could not. The life before that you served an order of priest in much the same way. You were at one point a Dr. sent to care for lepers. You have been a traveling sales man, looks like insurance of some kind. You made boots for the army, and found in this life time you are still looking out side you for meaning in love, and life path.

We all are here to grow beyond what we know. When we stretch our awareness, and knowing we move beyond the fears, and feelings of being lost, or depression that can seem so intense.

You have a mission this time to return to the study the stars, and teaching which was a passion in another life, and find your path into a new discovery of what is around you, and real for you. This life time you asked to find a way to save yourself, and not wait for others to save you from your own choices. Emotional attachments are hard, and seem so complicated.

When we become the wholeness we search for within us we stop looking for self defeat in the way we judge, and see our self. Learning to trust is important this time around. These things, Love, Joy, Peace, and Understanding must come from within you to be real. You are a gentle soul wondering why you feel torn at times. Things should be simple, and yet are not. As we draw the lessons and experiences we need to us we find that as we learn to be whole and true from within we will be true and whole in the worlds we live in. Do not give into the doubts and fears but step back and see the bigger picture around you. We all go through these places. We all face our self, we all must find our own inner path and sometime we love doing. That is why we are here.

I feel like I am missing the point here in what you really wanted to ask, and seeing only what you want me to see. I will respect that choice within you, and simply ask if you have any specific questions. The bottom line is though that if we created the question, then we also have the answer within us. This time is a place of great change, and turmoil for you. Do not give up. Find a way to focus on a positive direction, and make each choice, and step you take toward that direction. This is how we grow. What we can imagine we can create, what we can create, builds our own truth in side us. Then this platform changes, and we must begin again. The direction, and beginning is born from our intent within us.

 

Old_Crone, I feel that I'm meant to ask you more myself, but I'm not sure I know the questions to ask you. I feel, that perhaps I'm concerned about my potential, after all, you've seen some of the dark places I've walked. I don't wish to fall back into hubris and overweening pride.

Any further help you could give would be most appreciated.