Hi, I'm currently experiencing something of a spiritual crisis. Some time ago now (over a year) I reached a point in my spiritual path that I could sense was pivotal. I related to it as an internal threshold, and I understood that it required a certain amount of "momentum" in order to traverse. Since the time I first encountered this threshold, I have made many "attempts" to cross it, but have simply succumbed to personal weaknesses and bailed out. This has resulted in the establishment of a degenerative holding pattern. I have reached a point now where my internal resources are so over-taxed that I actually find myself disturbed upon the reflection of the "mechanics" of it all. I understand intellectually that the state I am in currently cannot be sustained for much longer, and that my mental stability (at the very least) is threatened by attempting to do so. I'm not exactly sure what to ask, Old Crone, but I would be curious to know how your clairvoyant abilities interpret my predicament. Anything you could offer would be much appreciated. Thanks, Travis
I just wanna say i sympathise with your predicament. I've been in a 'degenerative holding pattern' for a decade. It's no fun really. Sometimes my own mental state feels unsteady too, but things pass don't they. Things will change. Focus on love, let go of control and go with the flow, loving what is in each moment. Personal weaknesses ...i have my share, ..part of the human condition of forgetting. Everyone has them, don't take it personally. Love and compassion can deal with that too. It's not a barrier to being who you are, because you are who you are.
