I dont know why I can't just be happy. It's getting harder and harder with each passing day. I'm constantly in a fight with my self to stay positive... and I'm losing all the time. I feel like nothing matters much anymore... I've lost my best friend... I guess I must have done something to upset her, or maybe I just got on her nerves. I've asked her... but she said no, but kept on ignoring me. I wish she'd just be honest... but no one ever is. My family... i love them...but sometimes I question how much they love me. I went out with my mom today and she didnt even talk to me the whole time. My grandma stop writing and calling me. I just feel ...alone.. I just wish I knew waht was wrong with me so I could fix it. I guess I'm not really looking for any advice... just a place to vent.. or complain...w/e
Sounds like you might be depressed. (I mean, obviously you are upset, but you may be experiencing a depressive episode, which is a different thing.) You are good and a great part of our human family. Don't assume that there is something wrong with you. Exercise, fresh foods, music you love - these things can all help. Counseling can also help. Good luck!
