Hi, everyone. I'm very excited and just have to share with someone. Today, after years and years of denying it to myself, I came to terms with the fact that I am bisexual. I know I love women, but after noticing guys more and more, I decided that I must be true to myself about that, too. It started back in middle school, when I was feeling attraction towards guys as well as girls. However, back then I was quite religious, and shamed myself because of it, thinking it was wrong to feel those things. Well, over the years, my religious beliefs faded, but my attraction to both genders didn't. Watching pornography, I realized I was obsessed with both genders, and then tried gay porn. I loved it. However, I still convinced myself I was still only straight. But enough was enough. I was denying myself a whole other part of life, something I longed for deep down. I couldn't hold it in any longer. So, today I admitted to myself that I am bisexual. And it feels great. I would shout it from the rooftops if I didn't have to keep it a secret. I'm bisexual! I am attracted to and would have sex with both women and men. It's such a free feeling, like there is no limit. Since I admitted it to myself, I feel there is nothing stopping me, and I've been checking out guys now, as well. Well, I used to, but would stop myself from doing so because I was ashamed. Well, no more! With work and school. there are a lot of guys and girls to occupy my interest. I feel so giddy and excited, the thought of having sex with another guy makes me feel tingly inside... I just had to share it with someone, and this community seems the perfect place to do so. Anyone who wants to share their story about realizing they're bi, feel free to do so here, I love reading stories like that. And if you want to chat with me personally, PM me. Thanks for hearing me out!
