I hold my breath Drowning in my homemade self destruction I say what I'll regret waiting for my own justice abstruction I never realized chaotic dreams can seem to be true I've been Hynotized brain washed into believing you Another forgotten chance to vanquish the hatred in my mind Listen to the protestors rants only then will you not be blind Words, placed in my lips Things left too far gone and unsaid Life, held in my fingertips I closed my eyes, and I saw red I destroyed the hatred That seemed trapped deep within my mind Regret what I've said And those I've left ever so far away behind I keep true to the Promises that I always seem to make I'm still wrong with Every single promise that i break but i stay bright and shine with my luminous rays through the night A peaceful bright and beautiful haze My aura shines deep Within my soul, I feel it farfetch'd and surreal when I can't sleep I dream of things, and good, they make me feel