I met a guy on these forums. We never met in person (I know, lame) but we got as close as you can without meeting. He lived far away when we finally got close, and then there was all sorts of messiness, and eventually we stopped talking. He emailed me to say he was moving back to california last summer, but I was moving to colorado to be with my (now ex) boyfriend and blew him off. I deleted his emails and everything. Now I can't stop thinking of him and wondering where he is, really I could be seeing him every day and not know it. I've tried everything I could think of to find him, but no luck at all. I even looked him up on the white pages online, but the 3 numbers that might have been him are disconected. I get that it's pathetic and clearly not meant to be, but I had to get it off my chest. If you actually just read all of that, I'm sorry.
I was just kidding. I understand where you're coming from. It's one of the worst feelings there is, not being able to contact someone that you know and want to talk to. I've been there, believe me.
I was kidding too, sarcasm is fun yeah, it's lame, but I think if I was meant to I would figure something out. I hope wherever he is he's happy He's probably married with a baby on the way by now....
