I have read numerous accounts on here about people gaining insight and knowledge from psychedelics. I am one of them; however I have had many more meaningful, inspirational epiphany-like moments/trips while rolling. I’ve used ex in many different settings. I’ve done everything from going to raves, festivals, and clubs on the drug and just used it to dance and have fun. However, on other occasions I spent my entire roll talking with friends about metaphysics and philosophy and came to find myself and understand more about the universe. I will say this even though I am sure I will get some negative feedback, but here it goes, I came to find religion on this drug too. It’s hard to explain and no its not anything like I found God or saw Jesus or Mohammad or Abraham or whatever…I just found a way for me to understand my place in the universe if that makes any sense. Anyone else find more meaningful discoveries with ex than on lucy? Not necessarily religious, just life changing...
Yes. My most powerful and life changing drug related realization came to while under the influence of mdma. Basically, I realized how badly I needed to change my life. So the next day I quit smoking cigarette's and weed, and decided to get off my lazy ass and go to college. Now, many years later, I still don't smoke weed or cigarettes and I have a college degree, a job and a family. I havent taken mdma since that day, and I probably will never take it again either.
MDMA has done a lot for me, I'm just now getting back into it after what 6 month or so break. But it's done a whole lot for me to make me a better person. MDMA has helped me to understand empathy a lot, and thats such a loss emotion now a days. I can't drive past homeless people without giving them change or a buck even if they will go get drunk or do whatever from it. Everyone has a different opinion on faith, but ecstasy made me fully believe in Karma. All those little acts we do will come back to us. Whether you notice it or not, it's always happening. If you put off a good vibe, good things tend to happen.
Goodvibes... I don't think many on here will not understand what your talking about. Its happend to me... LSD has saved my life... (or at leat made it meaningful)... I remember way back in my teens... I was acctaully a highschool driop out. I picked up a job cutting lawns. Anyhow, to make a long story short... one night I did 4 hits of L, and wen't for a walk by myself that night. It was foggy.. and I just felt like going wherever... my friends were busy.. and I was alone. Anyhow, at one point I was behind a legon off a road in St Catharines. I sat behind the legon... and really, to this day, I know at that point I was not alone... there is an inner voice, that I found was not "me". There was something else... I ended up having a very long conversaion with someone that night... it may have seemed in my head, but the insight I picked up changed the person I was - to who I am today... I became more positive, I learnt that I wanted more out of life.. I learnt that I was hanging around some very bad folks that had no desire for me to make it anywhere in life, or get much out of it.... I learnt a lot that night... The next day, I enrolled back in school... I never saw my friends again after that night too... I ended up going from Highschool drop out, to teaching at a Univeristy... I work in IT now, have an awesome family, and a beatiful life... Thank you Albert Hofmann! Thank you God... it was nice chatting with you that night,,, and other nights afterwords. Peace Soc
i want to personally suggest to people who enjoy rolling, to have at least one roll where they spend time talking with people about life rather than using it like they normally do...get at this thread if you've ever done that or seem interested...give us stories
I havent been able to try any of those but those are the two that Im definitely interested in expermienting with!! Im jealous
yea i love mdma i feel like since i did it it gave me a kick up the spiritual path talking to ppl is great, its better when their on it too though a think raving on it can be just as spiritual though like the most intense form of meditation ever or sumthin
I definitely see what you're saying about raving being spiritual, but for those who haven't discussed life on it I suggest they try it there is a significant difference...and definitely I suggest the others be on the same thing as you OF COURSE, but if some are sober/high or whatever it works too...but have some time with just the rollers you'll be amazed!
yeah u gotta do it both ways 4 sure any1 who hasnt had a quiet night in or out justtalkin about life needs to get on it and any1 who hasnt raved on it needs to get on it
I've had many more meaningfull, enlighting and insightfull experiences from L-25. But ive also taken alot more LSD than i have MDMA. Most of my MDMA experience result in me completely scatterbrained regreting the decision to eat that 7th roll. However at Bonnaroo this year, i had one of the most earth shattering experinece from 3 G's up Hoes down stamps. I've NEVER rolled that hard in my entire life. And ive eaten my fair share of MDMA. It was probably the setting, but not only did i feel full of that wonderful dopey, loving, empathetic energy...i was hallucinating wildly, i dont even remmeber what shows i went to...i just remember having the greatest time of my life. Glowsticking was orgasmic. Did i learn anything from it? Not really. Only that even past abusers who have done substantial serotonergic nerve damage can still roll just as hard as back in the day with the right amount of abstinence. This shows me that nerve related healing takes place and shit does get better. There was a point when 3 rolls wouldnt touch me.
e is overrated i had plenty of meaningful conversations without it yeah it makes you feel good but it never gave me any insight id say its just a party drug
My experience has been the exact opposite. I tend to think first of mdma as being a tool for gaining insight and perspective about your normal daily life. I don't like the word "therapy", but I can totally understand why mdma has been so successful in therapeutic settings, and it seems better suited as a DIY "therapy" catalyst than as a party drug.
