So, most of you don't really know me, and thats fine, because my problem is something that most people have a problem with (sorry if things are weird, i drank alot and confessing sounds good). My problem is that i really cannot be myself. I dont know what it is really, i just cannot speak everything i feel unless im drunk. im rambling now, but i mean really, how stuck up are people these days? highschool sucked, no one would accept anyone unless they were "hot". I used to be "ugly" now i got a haircut, for those who havent seen my pictures i used to have really really long hair, now its shorter and even tonight i had a really atractive girl call me hot. Its so weird because no one saw me as hot before, i feel like the same person, but now that i look different people see me different. Sorry if this is a long ramble but im drunk and just confused. I absolutely never judged anyone on their appearence, but now i realize how much it really does matter. Whether it be job, relationship, anything. Like it or not it fucking matters. i used to think people were more deep than that but the truth is the majority isnt. fuck it im so drunk im not even writing correct sentences. But really for those that can relate, rant on. -captain dan
I think appearance does matter in our world... we all like things that are appealing to us. But we or most of us crave something more than beauty we also crave something that can stimulate us. I dont personally believe a relationship would work out if it was all based on appearances. You need that personality to go along with it. Unfortanitly some people never discover who someone is because they never get past someones outward look. I hope this kind of make sense... it doesnt feel like its coming out right. But I know what you mean, I also recently changed my hair style my hair was shortish. And no one really payed attention to me and once I got my extensions ,people I noticed talked to me more, completed me more. It was a little weird. But I also think that your outward apperance, your style should reflect who you are.
It's a sad and inescapable fact of life. I suppose the best course of action is to swallow one's dignity and jump in with the rest of the unwashed masses .
You're right, and I'm in complete denial. Just, like, um, NO. I'm never going to define myself using products that are sold to me. Fashion is fake. Style is fake. Just no. You're still right though.
