I broke up with my boyfriend 2 weeks ago and have been acting slutty!

I broke up with my boyfriend of two years a few weeks ago. Since I work at a school, I have also been on vacation from work. This means I have been going out with my friends.. a lot. This is the first time I have been able to go out with my friends as a 21 year old (22 now) while being single. I'm not a conceited or arrogant person, but I do know that I am somewhat attractive and have a nice body. I've thoroughly enjoyed getting hit on by hot guys. I have had intercourse with 3 men, oral sex with a guy friend, and made out with two other men.

I don't know what has gotten into me. I have no intension of hanging out with any of these men again. Actually, two of the three men I've had sex with were on vacation from England and Ireland (I have this thing with accents...) and have gone back home already.

I'm horny, and part of me feels disgusted with myself, while the other part of me wants more. I feel like I still have not had a decent or satisfying hook up, and I don't think I'll quit until I do. I honestly just want someone to fuck my brains out.

I'm worried about myself because I have a feeling at some point this will all come crashing down and I'll fall into a deep depression just thinking about all of the disgusting things I've done and my slutty and dirty behavior. Is it normal for someone my age to be acting like this? The worst part is thinking about what these guys and their friends must be saying about me. Awful things I'm sure. I have been a complete tramp and have totally embarrassed myself. But.. I don't want to stop. I still want someone to hook up with.

Is it because I'm lonely and just want attention from men? Or do I really just have built up sexual tension that I need to release? My boyfriend and I stopped having good sex about 6 months into our relationship, so aside from me masturbating I have not been pleased in a year and a half.

I don't really know what my question is, but I felt like I needed to talk (or type) it out, even if only for myself.

Please don't be too harsh...

 

hey.. its just you

woman from nature is more horny from men
all my female friends are like you
theres nothing to be ashemed

just be yourself

i have to say that i am like you in sex behaviour
but for me being a man in a countrey like cyprus its most difficult to find girls to have sex

when girls see me they think i am an alien with rastas

in cyprus being a rastaman or a hippy or a metalhead or anything different from the ordinary stupid culture you are treated like trush and no one likes you
i dont give a shit about what they tell i just feel too lonely

there are many male friends like me but very little girls with the same culture with me

so i enjoy sex once a year if i am lucky


sorry but my english is poor

 

i got a german accent you can be slutty with me

 

Nah, you're FINE. There is nothing wrong w/ what you are doing, trust me. I just recently broke up w/ my fiance (we had a long distance relationship and agreed it could be open, but she started to put the other guys ahead of me so I told her to 'fuck off!') and I've been having all sorts of wonderful (condom protected) experiences w/ anonymous partners. Enjoy and indulge while you can do so!

 

I read where some psychoanalysts define sex as an act of aggression. Also it seems that sex is the Swiss army knife of our race. What isn't it used for? The lack of it with someone else is a show of affection towards another. Would you do it if the motivation was not aggressive? Serendipity to you

 

Ah, thank you everyone for your kind words.. nice to know I'm not alone, haha ;D

I cooled it down a bit, have not hooked up with anyone since I posted this. I started offering to be the DD when we go out, so I am less likely to get drunk and make bad choices ;D

Although I think what I need is a good fuck buddy, honestly. kb stockpiler, I think you're right, I am releasing built up aggression. But I think I still have a lot left, so I just need to find a no-strings-attached guy who wants to help me release some tension

 

UPDATE:

Tonight I went out with a girlfriend and a her new guy, who happens to be a navy seal. I was not so stoked at first, because I am usually not a huge fan of military guys.

Well I don't know what the fuck it is about seals, but all of his friends were hot as hell. One of them walked me to my car after a night of intense flirting and we ended up having some of the most amazing sex I have ever had. Actually it was definitely the best I have ever had. It was mind blowing. I never thought I could accomplish so much in my little SUV

I think that will keep me satisfied for quite a while. This was one of the best nights of my life. I am still in a euphoria as I'm typing this. Holy shit. I hope he actually calls me and we can "hang out" again

I got his number too. Should I call him or wait till he calls me? And if he never calls, I should take the hint, and not call him, yeah?

 

First of all, there is nothing to feel ashamed or disgusted about. Sex is a very fun and pleasurable thing. Enjoy yourself. Just be safe. Have all the sex you want with all of the guys you want.

Now about your Navy Seal friend. I'm glad you finally had a good fuck. Yeah give him a call, tell him how much you enjoyed it and that you want more. I am sure he will be happy to accommodate you.

Be sure to share all of the juicy details with us.

Have fun.

 

He hasn't called yet I seriously want to see him again like, asap. I can't stop thinking about him!

I'll call him on Friday, I think. A week is a good amount of time to not seem desperate... right?

God he was such a good fuck... blahshdfisdhisadhsai

 

I can't remember if I have already written in this, and can't be bothered checking, but - you go girl!! Have fun, who gives a shit if you are 'slutty' (I don't think you are by the way). Call your Navy Seal guy on Friday and have lots of great sex!!!!

 

why would you wait a week? i've never understood this waiting game. Sure calling the very night you get the number might come off as desperate, but a week is a long time. Just call him and tell him you loved hanging out with him the other night and want to do it again.

 

I don't know.. I guess that is kind of silly. It's just been a long time since I've played this game!

He actually text messaged me last night, all he said was "Hey how's it going?" and I responded, but like 2 hours later (I was at the gym and left my phone at home) and he didn't respond back.

God I'm acting pathetic. I'll try to get some balls (metaphorically speaking, of course ) and call him tomorrow night. Maybe we can hang out again. All I can think about is screwing his brains out. I've been playing with myself every night just thinking about him!!!

 

an older friend of mine told me that when you get old you don't think about all the sex you've had.you think about all the sex you coulda had but turned down.so go for it because all those people calling folks s;utty are just mad they don't have the guts to live life.

 

Free Love.

 

When I was in my 20's I hooked up with a girl at a club. After dancing and a lil' bit of drinking, we headed out to my car for a night of really hot sex. I got her number before dropping her off and called her on my lunch break the following Monday,(2 days after). She told me she was suprised that I called her after all we did Saturday night. She assumed I thought she was a slut for having all that sex with me after only meeting that night. I asked her if she enjoyed herself and she said yes, every minute of it ! So I told her I did not think of her as a slut for being human and being horny like most of us are. We dated for 2 &1/2 years after that. That was 2 & 1/2 years of the best sex I ever had. So don't ever think of yourself as a slut just because you enjoy sex. If a woman masterbates 5 times per day is she considered a slut too ?

 

So this guy never wanted to hang out again. He texted message me a few times with no follow through. I've since found a pretty consistent hook up buddy which has worked out great so far. He's not nearly as hot as the seal, and he is not as good in bed, but he's cute, sweet, affectionate, and most importantly... there on a regular basis