You are alive NOW for a REASON

wait? i called you funny?

nvm.


unfortunally ppl who often think they are insane arent.

i wish...

 

ive let people i didnt know live here for the last 16 years,fed them got them high,paid for there bus tickets to and from,,and the list goes on..
quit being so fucking self righteous ..

how dare you say who else does charity work on here..
you really are a self centered egotistical one aint you??

 

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i SAID i know you and others have.

THREE PEOPLE said I dont help.

I didnt start this but you will all sure spin it that way, wont you?

 

and no, im not. i find no need to brag about what i do or dont do.

when i wake up and people that dont even live around me are saying i dont do shit i will get defensive because i do stuff all the time... i just dont brag... unlike SOMEONE on here... jesus fucking christ.

there is no hope.

 

I quote you HHB
" how dare you say who else does charity work on here..
you really are a self centered egotistical one aint you??"


that is EXACTLY how i felt when i woke up... only WORSE CAUSE....
it was an attack on MY character and what I do or dont do.

I didnt say shit about you except that I know you do help too.

 

over the years ive payed attention to random acts of kindness,charity,whatever you want to call it the regulars on here have done and do..

for you to be so pompous as to put what you do above all others is pretty fucking bad.
you just think your so fucking better than all the other people on here,yet you dont KNOW ANY OF THESE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE!!!

you keep admitting that over and over by saying they dont know you in real life,..
yet you jump to conclusions,belittle there works while touting yours as superior..

your not enlightened,,you have mental issues....

 

hippy hill billy is a asshole

 

I thought you felt so shitty because you had a cold, and a bad dream?!
get your shit straight already, theres not room for another foot in that mouth of yours

 

Trish, I wasn't even attacking you. I was agreeing with what Lynsey said. Each day is full of opportunity to give. Be the change you wish to see in the world. I Thought she put it eloquently. And it made me think about myself and my volunteering options when the kids go to school. Its something I need to do because I feel a need too.

Its not about you. Why did it have to turn into something that upset you?

 

BECAUSE I was TOLD I dont help people. I dont need people to bow down and be like OH LUCKY HELPS but when I wake up and people are saying I DONT HELP.

When I TRY to allllll the time... it hurts, okay?

HHB im not egotistical i was hurt. How would you feel if I told you you dont help ppl?

It was a shitty thing for people to say and Im sorry if I reacted but it STUNG because it wasnt true.

 

whether what she said was meant to be an attack it SEEMED like an attack.

Sure, if put the way you said it it's true... everyone can always do more. I know I could but it seemed like people were saying I dont help and that hurt.

ok?

 

Lucky....why does it matter as long as you know what you do for people ?
I have done lots of things in secret for people and they have NEVER found out it was me that helped them...love yourself...be happy with what you do...it shouldnt matter what people think you do or dont do...thats the true essence of charity...the small acts that go without a pat on the back or recognition....everyone here does what they can...and i bet if you was to be in a horrible accident or such that everyone here would be doing what they could for you as well....

 

it doesnt matter why your acting the way you are,,if you were truly "enlightened" as you claimed when you started this thread,you would have been above being offended or hurt by anything said in this thread,,..
once again,,your not enlightened,,you have mental issues you should address...

 

I know but listen. In my daily life I do things without thanks and dont expect it. Sometimes it wears on me and as it IS i wonder why i bother to help... THEN to be told i dont help on here... i think it was just too much.

I gotta go pick up joshy n two other friends. Ill tell him u said hi if you want.

 

im enlightened enuf to apologize when im wrong... no one is perfect and im sorry if i came across a certain way... even if no one apologizes to me for the attacks.. its okay. i am sorry.

 

i see you are on the path to enlightenment erzbert..

see trish,, this is a example of someone on a path to enlightenment..

 

Have a great nite...give Joshy a big hug from me...I miss him

 

If you help and do it because it feels right, its not anyone elses business that you do it or don't. We all help in more ways then we know.

I didn't say that she attacked or didn't attack you. I was sayng how what she said touched me because it was heart felt.

AND HHB, you just rock!