Well i know like it might not seem like a big deal to other people but bascically, i feel that i just went out with one of the biggest sluts of all time and i'm really annoyed. I believe that i'm a really laid back person especically when it comes to girls and btw i'm only fifeteen. Well seriously in one month this girl has gone from a loving, stable (so i thought) girlfriend to a complete mess. I first found out like two weeks into the relationship that she was a bit sucicidal with her other boyfriends but that was a long time ago. Long story short in a month she's broken up with me twice and both times said she's made a mistake, she's asked my best mate for sex - like properly offering. She's had sex with about two other people in my group before we went out and decided not to tell me even and when i comfronted she never said sorry. The first time we broke up - only for one day she started slitting her wrists and put a giant guilt trip on me even though i had done nothing wrong because she was the one who dumped me. And yesterday she came crying to my house telling me she loved me and all that stuff so i said i'll fink bout taking her back even though i knew she was muggin me off, so we went out today and she was with me and another friend but as soon as she saw other people she just left and ingnored me and her other friend all day.Well to be honest i've taken all the shit that a person can take and can't take no more. If she really did love me she wouldn't have ignored me or keep on breaking up with me. But the thing which is harder for me is that she was my first fuck so i guess i thought i loved her nd to say the truth i still fink i do. (btw there's alot more inbetween stuff lyk her not eating and talking bout killing herself if i didn't get back with her etc etc but i really didn't feel lyk going into 2 much details so i'm ending it here - fullstop.
i dont know man, she isnt worth it. you just need to get over her. that would def. piss me off too, how she just ignored you again after you gave her another chance...
First fuck or no fuck, who cares? You think it will be your last, or what? I wouldn't take that crap and dump her, dude you have been together for a month. wtf, love? I don't think so!
Yeah. Just leave it. Kiddies like that are just in it for attention. Slitting their wrists and such. And after a month you thought you loved her? Hmmm.... To each their own, I suppose.
