i have problems with anxiety and rattled nerves. i have a friend who i cop and do dope with. i start bugging out a little when i know he's coming over with dope. when he's cooking the shit up, i cant handle it. the smell of heroin/coke cooking makes me nauses, my nerves are so rattled i pace my apt floor. he's usually the calm one, a little impatient with me. his anxiety comes out when he's waiting to cop. i was wondering if anyone else has issues with anxieties and nerves? i really dont like the smell of heroin, makes me wanna vomit. i dont know. im expecting him any minute and im so edgy right now i wanna jump out of my skin.
wait, you have anxiety attacks while your friend is cooking up your H for you? if it is just the smell, why dont you just leave the room till he is finished, and if it is the all around experience, why dont you try snorting, or just pick a different drug? are you sure it isnt just the impatience of waiting that last few minutes to get your dope in your system? cause I get super nervous/panicky the last hour or so before I pick up my prescription/go to buy pills from a contact - I think it is because I am anticipating the high and cant focus on anything else, and as i'm thinking about getting high I start to worry that something will go wrong and I won't get my pills somehow and it makes me freak out a little. either way, if it is that bad for you to watch your friend cook up why don't you just leave the room while he does it, or pick a new drug like pot/pills? Get High - Be Safe, -V
its just the smell and i do have to leave the room when he's cooking it up. i use Fabreeze to hide the smell too. thank god for that stuff. i use to have problems with getting nausous even when i was high but not so much anymore. its weird my mouth would water like i was gonna puke but nothing would happen. i hated that. i dont itch like i used to either. on a related matter, when im sober and i see my dope buddy my anxiety starts up again. i can understand why people cant hang out with those people anymore when they get cleaned up.
