so its me again. i did acid the other day. first time in 5 months. and i did it with my girlfriend, oh whom i have known for 5 months, the very girl in which is the reason i stopped taking drugs. anyway, we both did acid. and it was amazing. we had a driver and another friend drive my car, while we were in the back. and it was just amazing. anyway, we went back to her house, and lay in bed together watching the walls breath, and lauughing histerically about random things untill 6am... when we were walking around outside during the whole trip i at least had my hand around her arm, it was like a saviour, it was my foot on the ground, i felt good. having her lying in bed while tripping made things feel safe. the trip was amazing. tripping with your loved one is amazing. ummm during the trip we drove to my friends house, all of my old friends that take drugs. well they were on acid. and i got there, and one of them was on the lawn out the front, in a bad state. he says to me i am his saviour, im like, you alright man, Having a bit of a bum trip? his like yeah. im like have a cigerete i take a cig out for me and him, but he stumbls up the street talking to himself saying he has to do somthing. we tried driving after him after i got what i came for, more acid, but he wasnt there. and now he doesnt answer his phone. they all had bad trips, and i had realised being trapped there in that box, that house that i used to allways take drugs, is making them and was making me crazy. i felt amazing going back into the car with my gorgous gf and my 2 other friends. anyway. i think this acid trip has cured me in ways. if acid leaves you in a bad way, there is a probability that taking it again, and having a very positive trip, is going to correct your mind. so dont ever stop taking acid on a bad note. this time round my use of acid is going to be strictly responsible. my girlfriend is allready saying she wants to do acid next weekend, im like no.
Popper that's the best damn news I'd ever hope to get from you. I thought you were turning almost anti-acid for a while there. But it's great you had an awesome time and better that it was with your girlfriend. That's funny too, I remember when you were posting bout meeting her and that you didn't want to do acid anymore and 5 months later she's dropping with you. Way to go man! keep up the great work.
I took acid for the first time on Sat on Saturday and one of the most beautiful moments I had was when me and my boyfriend were holding hands and looking into each other eyes. I felt like time was speeding up and slowing down around us and I saw his face age, but his eyes were exactly the same and it gave me a feeling of comfort, that love is really eternal.
props to you peter. well done sir. this thread gladdens me edit: just wanted to add that my wife has always been on the anti-drug side but little by little I showed her how productive and uplifting certain drug experiences can be and that you don't necessarily go down some slippery slope and never come back. The fact that I continue to grow and mature through the years has shown her that popular perceptions about drugs aren't all that accurate and are mostly associated with overt excesses. Now she is willing to toke when friends come over (vapor not smoke) and she even had E with me, yielding a mystical glowing time. Now she says she thinks she wants to try lsd with me, and I think she can trip well. My point is, it's awesome when straight people don't need to go from drug to drug but are willing to try lsd because of its potential. I think your girl showed tremendous character by setting aside her perceptions and allowing her soul to come forth more abundantly with a little cid. Well done again
yeah. she took it pretty well too. she rekons girls must have stronger minds. who knows. she said she woke up the next day almost crying, just realising so much stuff about her life. i tried to talk thro a few things with her. cause i certainly dont want her goin depressed after this. but she seems fine and happy now. she had a great time she said. the last girl i gave acid too went a bit nuts...so i didnt see her much after that. but this one is pretty special. but yeah, thanks for the hi words of goodness. this forum is good, hope i can come back and write about my experiences more these days, but i find my life has changed dramatically and i dont quite have much time. every 3, 6 or 12 months i will do acid, just depending on how i feel whats happening in my life... that sort of thing... it could go years without doign it, you know, ill just go with the flow.
Sounds good. I agree - a better idea than leaving oneself on a bad note with acid is to take the risk of having an even worse note, for the chance you could end on a higher note than you started. but taking 5 months off is also necessary in that case, to come back to terms with what 'normal' life is in the first place
I think you distancing yourself from you older friends was a big step in your growth as a human. hopefully they will learn.
yeah. it was deffinatly a big realisation i had while on acid about my old friends i mean. cause taking acid, is differnt in different parts of your life. so taking it back then, is not like it is taking it now with things being so different and all. and yeah the 5 month break from acid was much needed, infact i didnt plan on doin acid last weekend, i actually planned on giving it at least another 6 months... but oh well, i did it and things are great.
