I'm new here and I guess I'm posting in this subforum because im well, worthless! I dont know where to start, infact I shouldn't say anything because I'm so hurt, confused, lonely, cold, hurt and suffering serious emotional pain for a long time and as each day passes, it gets worse. Trust me, if you think you know what it's like then I'm afraid you don't - ever heard the saying: "Walk a mile in a man's shoes before making a conclusion.... " ? All I'm saying is, its not nice to have emotions toyed with each day, saying something but meaning something else or whatever. Emotions are a core part of a human gene and shouldn't be toyed with at all, shouldn't be forced to suppress it. I'm too tired, too exhausted, and confused now but I guess that's all I'm saying. for serious people, if they understand or at least TRY to understand, it's alot of pain and pain is not good. It's difficult for me to write things here but take note that it IS a short message, and think about the suffering a human being is going through who can't write it all down. I know, wierd message but well... yeh. I'm sorry, I do apologise but well, no where to go at all after everything I have been through and done for myself (and damn proud of it too) but there comes a point where you can't change no more and you have explored ALL possible options, with an open mind always... Be nice to people...it doesn't cost, it's not hard, be kind and considerate and put yourself in other peoples' shoes...... Thanks. I just hope I'm still here tomorrow. It is THAT bad I need a hug :-/ I've never been touched in over a year. seriously. not even a fingertip. I appreciate your kindness and support, should it be given for a person in need.
omg, firehawk... my situation is worse than yours, i dont have at leaste one friend, everybody shits on me, and what i am doing? nothing ... i am happy dont worry, about a thing, every little thing is gonnna be alright shit on everything, and enjoy your hip life ;-)
life has ups and downs, and while I'm sure it seems like you're on a never-ending down, it will get better if you let it. smile and appreciate your life, and every day you get. failing all else, I would highly recommend leaving your life behind and travel the world. it will put a new perspective on things and you will meet plenty of wonderful people along the way. otherwise I could recommend books, I suppose, if you were interested.
