I'm gonna crash but this girl signed herself outta detox

when she said she was going to rehab
omg inner happy tears
whatever u guys thought of me going
imagine HER
I knew she needed to be here!
and someone drove her home after detox
i told her bf she's on my ignore for a week
but i know it wont matter
she just dont get it
detoxing
great yer not sick
but what did she really learn?
im so sad
good night for three hours then work. sad news for me.

 

i feel so dumb but
her being in REHAB

gave me HOPE
i LIKE this girl
n she threw away all help cause she couldnt HANDLE IT??!?! does she not know rehab/detox is supposed to be UNCOMFORTABLE but it's actuality easy. i wanna cry. this girl i adore. she NEEDED rehab. i seriously am sad. she couldnt handle detox. whaaa..imma cry. im so sick of those ppl. detox is easy. you get meds whatever. cant handle, go home n cry n fuck up yer life. im done.

 

Is this one version of trish talking to the other????

 

shut up. not funny. for real.

 

dumbass im almost 2 months clean seriously. from even smokey so seriously
dont be lame.
i care bout this girl.

 

so is this the girl you were friends with back before your rehab, or someone else?

 

she's the girl who first shot me up.
i like her.
when she was in rehab i was glad
i wished her well.
now im BLAH. she didnt even TRY. it sucks.
cause i like her but yeah sucks...

 

I guess some people just can't handle it, most likely because they don't want to handle it.

 

sorry

not really anything you can do about it though...

 

not even just wished her well.. i sent my thoughts out every day.. cause i know she is a good person. i was sooo happy for her. now i feel defeated. i really do.

 

i know. i just wanted her to get well. im sad.

 

i mean i know i was only there 14 days but the goods news is
i have no done h since then
she was there three
just detox
still sick just not SICK
a waste.
its sooo sad to me.

 

about the not handelin
rehab is HARD
sooo many rules
i hated it
yet at the same time i know u gotta compare it to jail or death
everyone outta jail thought it was easy
im over it. just sad. cause she'll have one of the other if she dont make it back to rehab.
i mean DETOX?!! wtf i was Dobed up in detox! rehab is the hard part but its where you learn. she coulda tried A LITTLE im done with her. DONE. DONE. DONE. DONE.


DONE

good night.

 

3 days!?!?! How can she even consider any progress to have been made in 3 days?

 

you cant. its not even rehab
its DETOX
and most opiate users get something like suboxone now.
i wish she never would have even went. seriously. LAME.
obviously she just couldnt handle it so i hope in a year or two she can handle a cell
where she wont get suboxone or opiate to wean her off
see how she likes it
causes jail dont care if you are sick.
not at all.
they laugh at you if you are sick.
its sad really.. her bf is to blame though too. they enable each other. its sick.

 

ur right. Jail won't take pity on her. she will clean up the hard way in there. Shit, she probably slept most of those 3 days. Unless they dont let you do that there. I dont' know, I've never been to one, and everyone I knew that ever went never really talked about it much. probably cuz they went straight back to using

 

all you can do is take care of YOU Trish, you can't worry about other people anymore- sometimes you have to be selfish to get ahead in this fucked up world...she has her own path to follow, as you have yours...focus on the road ahead of YOU, not anyone else's.

 

2 months clean from one drug perhaps ls,,, but yer drinking n crashing n gettin pulled over,,,, and ya pusse dout on finishing rehab as well... pot meet kettle

 

deleted by user