hey guys/gals i am having really bad issues these days, all i can think ov is gay sex, all expliccit imaghes of doing things to men, sexually, its like i act out scemarios in my head to prove that i am gay, i use to find myself starigth until like 4 years ago, then this happened it has destroyed my life in a way, i dont go out anymore, make up stories that i go out, my ex thinks there is something wrong with my head cause i made up stories of going with men to her so she would belive i am gay and leave me alone, i have being intimate with quite a few girls, and always gotten hard that must be a clue to me, just need help, i get so upset on a night sometimes cause i dont know who the fuck i am, any advice
maby ur bi dont let sex be a big deal just have fun with both untill u fall inlove with one then if its a guy ur gay and if its girl u love ur str8
jus so depressed at the monet u dont understand i am checking uys out all the time and picturing having sex with them, will some ov u lot just tell what u go through in ur heads due to u being gay it wiould really help me to understand
I think realizing you're gay/bi is the hardest process. Those couple of "confused" years really sucked, and all I kept thinking about was if i was gay, str8, or bi. I would analyze a bunch of situations and kept trying to figure it out. I finally gave up (or accepted it) and realized Im gay (maybe bi, but i doubting that now a days). Stop thinking about it so much and just do what feels right. The answer will come to you
im going through a similar thing atm just liek wen im out and i see a guy i just imagine us haing sex i duno why but it cant be a bad thing its just realising wat u are and how to deal with it
atleast ur older and can prosses things better i rember the first time i was atracted to a boy at school in the 4th grade i didnt understand what it was i was feeling but i didnt liek it so i would beat the tar out of him every day and i really messed him up hes liek a junky now cause i bullyed him for years and i jsut feel terrible im still trying to understand my sexuality cause i didnt really know what it was untill my first year of hs i find it hard to make new guy friends because im so atracted to them and i feel liek im being disshonest. also some times i feel like when i feel that way about a guy im like shameing my parents and i dont want to do that i always try to do stuff that they would aproove of and feel sick when i do things they wouldnt last year i went threw a phase waire i would mess around with ugly guys casue i felt i didnt deserve a guy i was atracted to i dunno it was really messed up but being bi it gets confusing some times i just wanna stop looking at guys but then i think its apart of me and i shouldnt shut it out if my parents found out even if they were ok with it i wouldnt be able to look at them again cause i feel that i let them down and i know in my head that thats stupid and im not doing any thing wrong but it makes me feel guilty. also i hide my sexuality from girls i start realtionships with because i dont want them to think im less manly and ive told friends but have lost alot in the prosses or have bein met with thaire desire for me and they think that im just some one they can fuck without commitment cause im a guy so ur not alone with ur confusing thoats
are u more atracted to one sex rather than the other dark? and dont feel uve let ur parents down cos u are wat u are and thats not gona change, im sure thet will be ok with it and even if ther not straight away they will have to accept it one day. i know wat u mean it feels like it will allways be like that ,and it feels that for me that its imposible to find somone who will ahh i dont kno o to put it but kinda love u i guees and not just fucking everoyne :s sry tat dont sound right
my ex girlfriedn new about what i was going through, she told me due to me being full of fear of it before and aniety she told me i would ov known as a child i am gay, she told me i have called something called hocd, has anyone heard ov it, i dont belive i have it due to cause i have told my ex i changed now all i want is men, and wont be happy till i am with one, now she is going to out me to everyone and i am shitting myself. my life is fucking ruined and dont know what to do from here
i deff like girls more cause i notice that after sex with a girl im all like happy and calm and liek pleased with myself and after sex with a man its just liek an itch scratched
just discredit her if she trys to out u make it seem liek shes upset ur not with her any more that happined to me and the girl who tryed it still regrets it
did any ov u gays sleep with women, what do u feel when u look at women, what is the reaction you get, and did u get hard with women.
