This may sound weird but ever since seeing TDK I haven't felt the same as I have before seeing the movie. I've come to realize I'm somewhat fascinated by death (not to the point I'd kill people, though, unless I were attacked of course) but sometimes I've felt the urge (even with me being 14) to go out and do what he did in the movie just to open people's eyes. Is this just a fascination and nothing more?
The word fascinated was a good choice. The world is brand new to you still. You're going to see lots of interesting stuff. Some of which can do you or others harm. Its okay to have an interest in this subject at your age. Jump down the rabbit hole and see where it goes. Have fun, but cause no harm to yourself or others. I was into vampires myself. I turned out unnormal. Thank God! x
I have a problem because I'd like to rid the world of killers and rapists? I fail to see the logic in that.
technically homicidal thoughts and desires constitute a psychotic disorder, who you want to kill is not of import. it is not considered normal to want to kill other humans, that's why capital punishment is often carried out by a series of people (so no one person is solely responsible for the death of another). if your urge to kill is on a metaphorical level then its not a problem. but if it is literally the urge to take a knife to someones throat or shoot someone in the head, etc. yes, that's considered a problem. im just stating the way it is viewed from a clinical point of view, logic is sometimes a whole other story.
I'm not saying I would do it, but I do want the planet to be better and free of killers. At the most if I did anything it'd be to just bring the bastards in, not kill them.
I think that's a fairly normal desire. It's when you start planning the way in which you would kill them that you have to worry.
from the originol post i get the feeling like killing people a lot. cant help it just wish sometimes people wouldnt exist. death is a loss for the people left behind. i dont believe anyone knows whats after life. either we will pay for our consequences, maybe the opposite, or we wont know anything. i think you feeling normal feelings.
You mean like planning how to torture someone? No, that's not me. I joke around with my mom about it but that's just it, a joke. I could never torture someone. If push came to shove and I absolutely had to kill someone, I would. But torture? No, not me.
I don't know why. I am just stating what is considered normal by the American Medical Association and by psychological definition. It's not my opinion, just the opinion of our society and the people we have granted the authority to judge these things. Thoughts of harming one's self or another are the one thing they will send you straight to an inpatient psych facility for.
See.. im strange i guess. I understand things like rape and murder are wrong. However i dont feel sorry for victoms , i dont feel there pain. I see the tears and crys of there loved ones at funerals but in my heart there is lil there to feel. I can relate to some of the driving forces that make you want to rape and murder . And they go beyond simple rage and lust. I too wish to have that power, that rush of life whose dark souls feel as they chain and tourture , Choke and kill. Now im not intrested in getting caught for either of these jobs. Nor do i believe i have the skills to get away from the charges of murder or rape. I find the hastle of being charged and getting rid of the bodys to be deterent enough for now. Yet i do wonder sometimes. I am currently goin to school for Criminal Justice and Psycology I sometimes wonder if i will turn . With the knowledge im getting in school i could indugle in my hidden intrest. However, i try not to think about this sort of thing much... iv manage to get away from the courts before but this could be bitting off more then i can chew... Watch, now someone is goin to tell me to look into a new carerr... Nobody wants the Psycopathic Cop protecting there county
Evaluations suck, i almost had one but i got out of it...had to go there cuz i choked my sister out but smooth talk evened that out n the courts sent me on myway.. Saying they needed more smart young black men like me . I smiled and laughed at the judge... but sometimes i dont know if more people like me would do the world much justice.. hell , i dont even like people like me basterds cant be trusted.
