I am in a REAL pissy mood

laura it's about time you took out that punching bad and start beating the shit out of it.....and i think you should let out a huge scream.......just scream as loud as you want....and definately take a hot shower with candles and good music playing....but most of all dont forget the punching bag.....

 

The image is much worse in person. They used to have a Mopar car they would sit in the driveway and rev. This really isn't the kind of neighborhood for that sort of behavior. It's a quiet area when these kids and dog are not outside. My boys make noise but they don't scream at the top of their lungs and kick each other. IF they did I would give them a time out or make them go inside. I know kids are kids but hey they don't have to be maniacs.

2 hours and 15 minutes dog is still barking.

Axis, thank you. You are very sweet. Sorry your day is rough too and that your working 2 jobs. At the moment I wish I could work one of your jobs for you just to get out of the house. I'd give you the money.

 

ahh Laura I am sorry. Have a piece of nicotine gum (and tell me what it was like ) and have a kitkat and than refuse sex to your husband for picking a fight with you (;-men always love that. No but I seriously hope your day goes better hugs

 

I wish I had one at the moment.

I am afraid when I get like this I will say something I will regret. I can't watch what I say when I am like this because I can't think clearly.

Speaking of...If I have said anything offensive I am sorry.

 

I would like a piece of gum. I haven't had one all day.

We actually fought yesterday too but then ended it with a big hug and we talked. We don't yell at each other but when the tension gets high we might say a few things we apologize for later.

I can't refuse sex with him. Lately we are both on different planets when it comes to that so when it's available>

Thank you. I hope it gets better too. It's not looking too good at the moment.

 

nah i dont think you have said anything offensive so far.
you are a good person and if you did say something offensive, i think more than half of us would brush it off, cuz we know you mean good. You are entitled to be irritated and frustrated and pissed off. You are also entitled to some YOU time, which from the way it sounds, you dont get much of it. You need a good shoulder rub and for someone to pamper you all day long.....and some good relaxation....
*HUGS*

 

Thank you. You make me smile.

I could use some pampering. I would love that.

Now my husband is home and he is seeing the maniacs next door and listening to the dog bark. He looks like he is contemplating his next move. :$

 

For the record. I'm so happy I could just shit.

 

There is a COP in front of my neighbors house just sitting there. SOmeone must of called. The dog is still barking. Why is he not moving?

Trash is still down the hill from the neighbor.

Did I mention they have a broken water pipe and there has been a river of water flowing for over 3 weeks. The water co. Threatened to turn their water off but htey haven't


FUCK!!!! The cop left. He didn't even get out of the car.

 

why dont you drive down to a peaceful park with your thermos full of linden tea, sit in the car, listen to the radio and read a book, look around and recline and take a deep breath?

 

That is a lovely idea. My husband offered to take me for a drive. It's not by myself, it's with him and our 2 lil' boys. Not a very relaxing ride but the offer is sweet.

 

This is a good idea. I thought about it. I actually laughed at the thought of the rude child.

I'm terrible. When anger sets in my mind has crazy thoughts.

Bill (my man) suggested slashing the trampeline. I said I thought of that already.


PS:these are just thoughts. I wouldn't actually go through with it. For those that don't know me I really do try and keep the peace.

 

what!?!? you mean Peanuts isnt perfect?!?!?!?

 

WHAT?

FUCK NO. I am far from perfect. I have lots of flaws and character defects.

Sorry Fractual, I am not perfect.

 

oh its fine,your still a great person... i figured you woulda picked up on the sarcasm... mama said theyll be days like this, or maybe she didnt but normally when stuff gets hot in our house, ill take a walk in the woods, try to clear my mind out, and just let things settle down... and look at the big picture, since thats whats really important...

 

The dog stopped barking after almost 4 hours. He didn't even take a break for a nap or anything.

The kids have stopped jumping and went inside.


I did not go for a drive. In fact I ate dinner and then retrieved to the sofa. I have only moved once since 5:30. (an hour ago)


Sorry everyone for my complaining earlier. I don't like to do that often but today I was falling apart.

Thank you Everyone for the support and the advice.

 

Your right. That does sound like a beautiful idea but I really don't have the luxury to do that. I have children. If I went for a walk in the woods and left them alone I'd have bigger problems on my hands.

I like that song.

Being able to be removed from a bad situation does help me be able to look at the big picture too, when that time is available to me. Normally my eyes are not so close minded but today they were squinting.

 

sometimes the lights all shinin on me...other times i can barely see...im just a walking quote and lyric machine, what can i say...

 

peanuts needs a group hug!!!!!

 

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be