god dammit. I can be such an ass to people but I can be so nice to them too I feel like I'm too damn materialistic. I think when i get away from those things I don't need them, though. I'm too fucking caught up in myself, but I will think about the other person 99% of the time I haven't made any serious friends yet at my new school, when everyone else has, so i just sit by myself all the fucking time. (And I'm just paranoid that I annoy people immensley for no reason, so that doesn't help) man I need to stop fucking whining and do something. that too is not part of the counterculture.. you gotta go out and do something. maybe I shouldn't try to focus on it. fuck, do I have to be a hippie? no. but I love everything about it, and if I don't meet its standards it just pisses me off. I tell myself alot to fuck it all, to just be yourself. maybe I'm just having a fit now. this is why being a teenager sucks. you're so gaddamn retarded.
What "standards"? It's cliche, but you should just be yourself. Your own standards are much more important than the prototype-standards of some counterculture. Keep your chin up.
True. I wouldnt go back to being a teenager for anything. What a shitty time: Too young for most people to take you seriously, and too old to be able to get away with acting like a kid. Listen, labels are seriously unhelpful and so I wouldnt worry about meeting the "hippie" standards. You will find, that just about everyone who claims to belong to any subculture on earth doesnt live up to ALL of the "rules" that exist within that subculture, even if they claim to. That's the thing about subcultures: Once they begin to develop heaps of rules about how people should act, and how they should think, then they begin to suck because it's just a bunch of people who have no opinions or thoughts of their own, doing the same thing because everyone else is doing it and they feel that they should live up to the "standards" of the group. Dont be like that: Be proud that you dont quite fit in. Live and be what makes you happy.
I am such an asshole sometimes... yet such a hippie sometimes... I am a coincidence of molecules, though. always.
There you are. You don't have to call yourself a hippie to be one. What you told here about yourself tells me that you should just be yourself indeed. Don't be too proud that you don't fit in though (like somebody else said here), but don't try too hard to fit in if it really goes against your self. By the way, everybody has bad moods sometimes. If you are aware of that and don't wanna be an ass to people all the time you're already ahead of lots of other teenagers :cheers2:
Man, there are no standards. Just be yourself and don't worry about it. It's cool. I know about being the "outcast" type. If my friends aren't around it is sooo hard for me to talk to people and socialize. For example: I don't have lunch with any of my friends. So, I sit by myself and eat. If I'm not particularly hungry, I'll just go to the library and get on a computer or read. We all have our problems and flaws as humans. There is no exact "hippie." We don't live in the 60's anymore. So don't worry about it. If you're ever stressed and need to talk, feel free to pm me. I've got no problem listening.
like.. there's something I can't seem to learn... to just love one another. people piss me off too much and that just totally sets me off...you knowI feel like a dumbass
dude, I have Irish in me. So I don't even try to deny my bad temper. I can ignore a lot, but up to a certain point, you piss me off bad enough and I'll beat your ass. I can honestly say I've never been in a physical fight with another girl before, though. I have kicked a few guy's asses, though. (Is it wrong that I'm proud of this?) btw, I'm 5'2". So I'm a pretty little person.
I have some irish too, but mostly scottish. and 5'2 aswell like people say to wish someone well even if they spit on you and tell you to go to hell if they did that to me I'd rip their hair out. and wish them hell.
Heh.. labels are just labels, dude.. I'm not a hippie, goth, emo, metalhead, etc etc ad infinitum. I'm me, that's all there is to it. I listen to Bathory, Bach and Bob marley in the same session, so classification based on musical taste is pretty pointless As for peace and love, they're all very well but piss me off and you'll regret it, no messing.. Long story short don't bother applying a label to yourself, and don't bother paying attention to any that other people attach to you.
