A friend committed suicide...

yikes. thats tough man...ya think ya know the world at 17...i thought i did.
it really gets you in touch with your own mortality...it doenst take much to end a life...its a scary thought.

 

Well, she did it. But it wasn't about knowing the world... it was about being abused. It's fucking awful. I would've sacrificed my own life to prevent it if I knew it ever happened.

 

My god, I'm so sorry hun. A kid died around here labor day weekend. I didn't even know him and I was all out of sorts for weeks. I don't know what I'd do if someone I knew well died. Especially by commiting suicide. My god. Stuff like that....argh...It makes me so angry and confused and hurt..among other emotions. Angry that someone would be that selfish to take their life, confused because I know that they didn't mean it selfishly, and hurt that they had to go through so much pain..

 

The thing about it is I somehow knew it would come... I just... ugh.

 

If you ever need to talk I know what it feels like to lose a friend to suicide my best friend died 3 years ago... If you need to talk pm me.

 

Another Ani D. sig... I'm really quite fine actually...well, not really... but I am really saddened of her loss, but I keep thinking to myself that things happen for better or for worse sometimes... this just happened to be one of those things. All negative things can be positive things in the end... even though she was lost, nobody can hurt her anymore.

 

Aw, George, let me hug ya. The way you say that sounds like you blame yourself... and for gods sakes don't do that!

Stay strong hun. You always have all of our support.

 

Yeah... I left school a little earlier today to go to the funeral... it was really sad... everybody at my school seems like there's a feeling of melancholy overcoming them... rather depressing.