im a bi closeted male. have a male friend that im in love with. hes married and may or may not know how i feel about him. i have caught him looking at transsexual stuff and getting info on hormene treatment m2f. hes on the fime. side a bit. for what thats worth. i know he has posted stuff about being bi courious. he has no idea i know all this about him. sometimes we have a moment where our eyes meet and i can see the want in his eyes but im to affraid to act on that for fear of loosing him if i am wrong. what to do?
