im losing my mind

I haven't smoked in 7 fucking weeks and its tearing me apart. I don't think how I used to and I'm depressed all the time. I read the things I would write while I was smoking and its real philosophical and optimistic. Now I can't write shit and I'm always nervous and sad.

I'm getting drug tested randomly by my parents every few weeks and in rehab they test me at least once a week. I HATE THIS so much, I just wish I had my old life back where I was carefree and always happy. I lost all my friends that smoked and they're still enjoying their fucking lives while I have to sit here a nervous wreck. The police think they make people who they bust better, but all they did was make me lonely.

 

try not smoking since may

 

try not smoking since march : |

 

try not smoking since last tuesday.

I'll break this streak today.

 

Try having the money to buy but having absolutely nowhere to buy from..

HauntedGraffiti - just a prime example of how pot smoking can turn a young soul decadent and depraved. I feel for you man, but at the same time you should of know what you were getting into from the word go..

Harsh words but you gotta remember that you did this to yourself by smoking the stuff in the first place.. and judging by what you said it looks like you smoked a fair bit over a period of time. With patience and focus, i have no doubt that you can undo it.

 

edit: how the hell did i duplicate post then?!

 

Try to keep in mind that you will be able to smoke again some day. It's only a matter of time. This is only one part of your life that you can look back and say. Damn, that sucked.

 

Stop bitching. You're not coming off of smack. Get a hobby.

 

maybe go visit some relatives

or someone you know well and maybe talk to them

not about this but just to hang around

 

I agree. you will smoke again, it just takes time

 

I only have .3 grams of dank left. But I have been high alllll day.

 

enjoy it while it last :sifone:

 

dude maybe u should move to somewhere new as soon as you can. if ur already 16 u dont have that long left. im only 14 so it will take quite a while b4 i can get out of here.

good luck peace

 

do they give you cheap at home drug tests/ you should just mix some yellow food colouring with water and have it on you at all times if you want to smoke, because you can pass the test with that, though it may be annoying carrying a urine bottle with yellow water in it, at least youll be able to smoke

 

He's not only being harassed by his parents, but also rehab.. =/ I don't think this would work.

If you REALLY want to smoke, get clean pee in a balloon, tie it up and wear tighty whities with the balloon tucked under your balls(keeps it warm)

Then when time comes to whizz, just pinch the balloon off, untie it, and let go!
Just be careful not to break the balloon.

 

depression is genius use it to your advantage trust me if you like writing not depressed writing depressed makes your works masterpieces, on can experience getting wasted but not have significance in ones life, emotional writing makes it much more significant, whethers its anger pain sadness... once you express yourself youll begin to find happiness

 

Maybe we should all take a deep breath and think real hard about why we need to get high so bad.

 

ditto
like it or not marijuana is a drug, and one that can be very mentally addicting, and deluding ones self to think any different is foolish. this isn't to say it's bad, just remember everything in moderation.

 

why can't you hang out with your friends even when your not smoking?