i was just wondering if anyone else feels like this i really love writing but only when i feel like it its rare and most of the time im high but i always hate what i write afterwards i think its stupid and i look at it and think, anyone thats going to read this is going to be like "what does she think shes a poet or something?" because i dont i just like to write and sometimes feel a little need to share it with others i posted some blogs on myspace with stuff i had written to me it all sounds stupid but some people like it and tell me its beautiful the other day a boy said that this part of one of my poems "really touched him" and i know how that feels you know when something touches you and your so grateful that the person had sung or wrote what they had you know you appretiate it so that makes me think, maybe its not such a bad thing to post what i write? but i still cant help but feeling what i write is stupid like i should delete this its embarasing i have a book full of writing that i would never show anyone does anyone else feel like this? it might just be because of my insecure personality
thats beautiful.. is this a poem?? just ur talking is genius.. post your stuff fuck what other people think, I find this place has a lot of negativity on it sometimes but its good in realizing all people have their points of view and they are all equally meaningless. I feel like you say a lot when I write, especially about certain things, it never really goes away but I guess getting through it is kind of the whole point of writing if you want to look at it that way. And whether its good or not in the end at least you got something out there thats true to what you feel and if someone reads it and relates or is inspired then thats awesome but moreso, write because if you don't write it.. idunno, the world could end or something.. deja vu here..
ahaa its not a poem but thank you very much yea i know what you mean there isss a lot of negativity here but i guess most of it is just human nature there are also a lot a lot of insecure people too so that might also be a part of the need to criticize and find something wrong but yea everyones view is important though i just especially love to see when people are all being nice and beautiful its very brother sisterly and makes me warm inside ya knoww yea the point is getting what your thinking and feeling into words its really hard for me to do a lot of the time i feel like my words just never measure up to what im really wanting to say and that makes me scared that no one will ever know who i really am illl make my own language ahhhaha aw your right! though thank you so much i think it might be better to write even if people dont like me at least its better than being silent and giving up on any chance of expressing myself
