Okay i really enjoy smokig bud. i love to smoke and listen to music, its great fun. i appreciate stuff omre like outdoors you know? the feeling of cool air. how beauftiful a stream or body of water looks, the clouds or walking througha forest, it helps me enjoy those simple things. i like to think about deep questions in life while high, and i realise while some thoughts amy just be stoned dopey thoughts, i think i've come up with some actual pretty meaningful insights while im high. social situations are fun to observe while high, i feel i learn about otheres, and how people work. it helps me to see life from a new perspective and kinda self evaluate myself? i guess. i think it is reallly good instrospection tool. but those last 2, although ithink they are good i get uncomftorable wtih them. because i feel like in social situations i dont like them, people are just weidrd to me, i learn about how people wokr while high but i mean all that learinig leaves me feeling nonjudgemental and more understanding yet still annoyed at how people are in general to the oint i really just kinda wanna keep to myself. and i learn things about myself i kinda dont like and are hard to accept, because they are negative. although i see it as a chance to change myself in agood way, i sometimes get to wrapped up in negative thoughts of my self and just have the belief that man im actually a shitty person in a way. and alot of times i just get really tense while im high like stuck up, i mean physically you know, i feel my muscles relaxing and joints loose and shit but i get so nervous when im high. anyone know any good things i could do to just chill?
close your eyes to some psychedelic or ambient music and let your mind project streams of imagery in conjuction with the tune you're listening to..
I smoked a lot towards the end of grade 12 and this summer. I found that when i was sober I was a crabbier person. And the little, most unimportant things that people did that might get on your nerves for like a second and then you forgot about it seemed to have a bigger impact on me and I was becoming more negative towards everyone. I forgot about that up until you mentioned it (I haven't been smoking as much since September) and it was something I realized I was doing and I didn't like it, but I couldn't stop myself from doing it. Something I hope doesn't happen again. I just had very negative thoughts about almost everyone, including my close friends.
My friend and I would get high in my garage and we could do that even without music. There was a dog barking one time too. And one time another friend and I were in my backward and one of my neighbours across the alley and down the street, we could hear there fucking tv! It was so loud! Anyway, if you want some good trippy music download some Pink Floyd. Or look for a collection on torrents.to/ called 100 Greatest Guitar Solos of All Time. It's incredible. Guitar is amazing while high. Maggot Brain by Funkadelic is another good choice along with Stranglehold by Ted Nugent. I first "tripped out" on weed while hearing Shine on you Crazy Diamond by Pink Floyd, Amazing, one of my favourite past times is this. California Dreamin' by Eddie Hazel is fantastic too.
well listening to music and just laying down eyes closed doing what i calling zoning out is fun. you just hear so much shit in the song you didn't hear before, like you climb in the music. and it just sucks you away like into a zone it gets so intensely feeling good like a g force soaring sensation ride thing haha. but i just cant get myself to loosen up and just stay with it. i know you just gotta relax and dont force it you know? but i just stay tense. how could i relax? like breating deep or something? and i mean i wanna be able to ge high and not focus on negative shit or have negative views on people and get all tense and shit around others. i love to get blazed, and i dont blame it to the weed, i've always been like this. im just asking how can i maybe just not be all tense and shit and just enjoy my highs youk no?
I know what you mean.. I made a post about this awhile ago... Marijuana is such a reflective drug it reveals the truth to you... But sometimes ignorance is bliss....
Yeah the whole people thing gets to me to. I love being around people USUALLY but when im stoned I hate it. I recently met a new friend and for some reason he makes me feel better about myself when im around him and I also feel like I...I dunno its hard to explain..... but I dont want to be high around him cause I feel like I dont need to be I would rather be sober and enjoy the time spent with him and ive nevr know a person to make me feel this way. It made me think and ive desided I dont wanna get high unless im by my self...I enjoy it more that way anyways. So no more unless its one on one I hate smokeing with groups of people.
i use to be the same way. i am a very social person, but when i would smoke, all of my social-ness would go to my head, i would be in conversation with a group of people but i wouldnt talk, it would all be in my head, then i would get to thinkin that i am not welcome and that would trigger many thoughts and eventually i would just have to bail or leave. and it WAS becasue i was high. i love being high but i would always steer away from a group blaze. this went on for about a year while i was living alone in a 1 bedroom apartment for a year. it came to a point where i would only smoke with a few people that i knew well. conversation was just easier with them and i was able to speek my mind and what was going on inside of it. i moved out of that apartment and have been living in a house with three other dudes for a couple of months now. for a while it was still the same weird stoned while we would all blaze in the evenings after work. i thought that it was always going to be like this. slowly though, i started changing, it wasnt easy but it happened and slowly i could get smoke and feel perfectly comfortable around people that i knew and also people that i didnt know. even if i sat there and didnt talked for an hour, i would think that the same thing is going through there head so why should i let it get to me. so the more comfortable i became the better the smoking sessions were. so about 2 months of this mind and thougth control i am now a very positive thinker and a very social smoker. it has taken smoking weed to a whole nother level for me and i am lovin it.
The worse feeling is being high around people who aren't high... You feel like a complete dick head loserface!