Didn't quite know where this went

Ok, so I've been smokin' for about 3 years now, I'm 19. Earlier this year, say around...May I got stoned and suddenly I felt a massive pain in my ear like someone was stabbing inside my brain with a stick. I thought I was going crazy it hurt so bad even though I knew nothing was there! Then when I came down I could still feel the pain and felt it for the next few weeks. I've finally got it under control but I get jittery every time I smoke now and I can't seem to ever forget how painful it was. Another time I also felt like my left eye lid was being ripped out. It's a psychic pain and I've controlled both but I cant seem to get rid of them. Does anyone have any ideas? I've stopped smoking and been meditating a lot. I appreciate any feedback!

 

WTF is your dealer doing to you........

 

Maybe you could be allergic?

 

quitting and meditating sounds good to me... i have no idea what it could be, maybe its a sign..what did you mean by a psychic pain?