that i could just sleep forever, I wish i could just pass out and nod off into a deep deep sleep until the day I die, and after that i don't want any kind of afterlife, i want an eternity of nothingness no awareness of anything. I dont want anything to do with waking life. I'm lazy as god damn and i always will be, i hate being horney and lonely i wish i didint have a sex drive so i wouldnt have to worry about finding a girlfriend, i hate waking up every fucking day to get clean go to school act goody good with "Friends", i hate all the smallest responsbilities in life and wish i could just lay on the bed in my favourite covers and sleep til i die.
im lazy because in my mind i feel there is no point and my physical body has no drive to do shit, all the things i want that should fullfil my life is just bullshit and i just dont give a fuck about shit cause i just wanna die and get it over with.
oh come on... first of imo its for people who cant cope with life or death, same as religion. BUT even if it was true, you would not be you, you would not have the opportunities you have now, you may be just a cell of an apple just waiting to get chewed and digested, or worse off rot on the ground. life is life
what can i say. life is hard. just don't make it harder then it has to be. sound like you have been place into mainstream society box, and now your traped. is there a way out? there is the quick easy way; kill yourself. thats pure bullshit though! the other way is harder, but well worth it! first, realise your in a box, second, start learning how to tear the box down; and, third, don't let other people give you materals to build a new box for your self!
Well, it's what I believe. But it has nothing to do with religion. That's the beauty of starting over - you get a chance to start fresh. But that's just how I feel, anyway. I can cope with life and death. I just think our souls move on after we die.
i actually had a dream last night that i died, and i thought something or felt something so insightious, it was like the answer to the ultimate question, but i cant remember it :S i knew i was going to die, and i got this feeling, like adrenaline+shock+blankness+stomack flips < and then it felt like nothing i felt before, and i realised and wasnt affraid at all. fuck i need to remember, tho for some reason, dreams in which i die are the best ive ever had
I have dreams kind of like that. I never remember what it was. Great song you're quoting, by the way.
Someday youll get married. And then you'll say.. "I wish that she would just sleep forever and just die. I hate that she has no sex drive, she bitches about every damn thing. I wish that I'll never have to see her again after I die and they'll just take her away and lock her up in a cage." I'm thinking thats how my husband feels lol :-D
Haha, reincarnation isn't the same as religion buddy. Look, just because religion fucked up and was used for all the wrong reasons, doesn't mean there isn't something out there, doesn't mean there is no afterlife or soul.
i used to sleep a TON, like the magioraty of the day in the summer, but now, my depression has reached a level where i cant fucking sleep, and havent had more then 6 hours (on a good night) in half a year. none of my friends like me, im ugly, sorta lazy, boring, stoner (but i dont have anything a lot of the time, so im not cool with the stoner chics) i dont even see the point of anything anymore, my family is annoying, im definatly never gonna get laid...the list goes on and on. the only times i have felt happy is with weed, and when i thoguth this girl liked me, and we were like really close (just cuddeling type stuff i guess) well, she didnt like me or anything, and even after all this, i still talk to her, just bc i think she might pity me, and maybe like me?? but yeah, i have no motivation for school either, bc im not ever gonna need to support someone asides myself, and frankly, i dont even care, bc i am sort of looking foward to dieing and getting the fuck out of here. i think i should start a thread with the full story....
