hey guys well, i have no idea what i am. I can't see myself just making out with a guy, or holding his hand, or being in a relationship with another male. I mean maybe if the right one came around , but other than that I don't see myself going around looking for a boyfriend. But physically, I'm attracted to males I think. I get a weird feeling when I see a "hot" guy (which is far and inbetween, I can't stand those androgonous (Sp) type guys, and they have to be pretty normal looking, and not girly at all.) but I don't get that when seeing a cute girl (I tend to get nervous, and turn red when talking to cute girls) Lately I've been masturbating to a lot of gay porn, but I can't watch it for the most part because those types of guys in gay porn just look gay. And cum/blow jobs just turn me off (I actually gag.) But when it comes to frottage/fondling/anal sex, it turns me on to no end. I mean, why else would god give the male body our g-spot in our butts? Anyways, I dont know what I am, and it's frustrating. I wouldnt mind being bisexual, but its so weird that I have no idea what I want. Not like I can find a girl or a guy to get into my life, lol.
I thinck you just have to first experment with other guys and girls and see how it goes. Also why do u say "not like i can find a girl or guy to get into my life" Any way i thick you sound that you could be bi / gay.
