I a bit dissapointed to find theres no section to what I want to say/believe but I feel this is more useful as I typicaly class myself as a nonbeliever untill someone can proove to me that there is a god and because i havent met god in a burger king drinking a large soda then im sorry but i still believe god is a load of B$. Now what i am about to tell you might be long so i will colour code each section so you can choose to skip bits and read another section. KEY My Religion How can I prove them? Can you hear them? Final Conclusion My Religion: Ok well first off its not a religion in the slightest but with the amount of depth I have gone into people usually find it easer to use the 1 word that classes everything so im a bit dissapointed its called a religion because this is a belief!! I call them the Fates and I have enough evidence to back up their existance unlike most other religions who simply say "oh mighty god shall step forth onto his creation" HAHA and what step on peoples homes while doing so? no sorry not for me. The Fates are all around you. Each person 'seems' to have a fate for them. At first it was just me. I used to have 'gifts' of some very unusual talents but then one more i woke up and POOF all gone. my head fell light and clear like the windows were left open. As of that day i realised all my gifts were gone but something had taken its place. I couldnt tell what it was as it didnt feel active but it was there kinda like a cat intruding in ur home - you know its about but cant find it. Ive learnt to accept these Fates theres nothing I can do to stop them doing anything to me. ive tried and failed. They control everything i do. Each MAJOR event in my life must be completed and they control HOW and WHEN this is done. each MINOr event in my life is kinda up to me. they place a MINOR event in the path of my life which i will trip over and inevitably head towards their MAJOR events but what i do inbetween those is my choice. I can fart, belch, eat anythin i want, watch anything i want up untill i trip over an event which you wont be aware of. How can I prove them? Simple. I was once on a bus coming home from cardiff. I dont usually go to cardiff but i do once every 2 months to buy some more things. Now I was with my partner at the time and we had a fair way to go and we were just talking. The next think i know im a ghostly form. The bus had stopped as the bus stop that wasnt due for another 10 minutes but i was standing up next to the bus driver looking towards the door that had opened. There was a tall slim women wearing a white winters jacket with fake fur hood. *SNAP* back i was in me, bus still moving and my partner still talking to me as if nothing had happend. I stopped her and said "you know the next stop by the pub? well theres goingto be a woman there in a white winters jacket with a fur hood" "ok" she said and just babbled on. I knew she wouldnt believe me so i just sat there thinking "plz dont be crazy plz be right". Eventually the bus turned a few corners and came to the stop and there she was. exactly how i'd seen her although i was still in my seat. I had seen her from what felt like the drivers point of view but she was there the exact same person. by partner was speachless for the rest of the day and even now neither of us understand it....... but thats only the first. now i know the meaning to that was my fate telling me"your not alone but you dont believe us .... want proof? so be it" and they gave me a message. The next encounter was when i scammed Amazon >_> yeh bad thing to do but i correted my errors but my fate punished me. I bought something from amazon and 2 weeks later said it hadnt arived so was offered a refund. Of course - i HAD the item and now my money back. My fate didnt like this but i was unaware. Now the 2nd time i did it i was punished. I was selling my own goods on amazon. 2 phones and someone had bought them off me. both phones for £800 pound. i had confirmation so i sent them off. few hours later i had a call from amazon saying there had been no legitmate sale and that i should get to the post office asap. i ran down there, i went into the office and said "please is there a parcel here going to X address". the women told me that the delivery van has already been and gone. she checked anyway and said "is this is?". I took the package and said yes .... yeh look see thats the address. The whole store room was empty but there was 1 package that was never sent and that was mine. I started 'tuning' into their messages to hear more and found that the reason why she (my fate) and done this was to teach me a lesson. its not nice to be scammed and it hurts businesses. I realised that she had done this to make me feel what its like to be on the recieving end of a scam but she let me off. Somehow she kept my parcel from being dispatched. Can you hear them? Well its more down to do you want to hear them? you wont hear a voice but you will see their messages. Think back to a time in your life that you maybe thought "hmm that was weird!!" or something that just felt unatural like something was moving you along. Or even a time where your simply standing on a busy road trying to cross and it seems hopeless but your head, spine and legs snap the word *GO* and you dont think you just start moving and when you realise whats happened you find yourself over the other side. Im not sure if everyone can listen to them but ive managed to get my partner 'intune'. I had to teach her. she didnt believe me at first and said i was crazy but i can hear their voices as clear as day so i was trying so hard to make her believe me. Now shes totally intune with them and she can hear their messages. I remember one night she said "i dont want to believe in them its too silly .... i know strange things have happened while you told me about them but seriously come on its stupid". my fate felt dissapointed but said if its her choice its her choice. The fates will just continue to work side her even if she doesnt listen. My fate did say for me to say this though 'emmy' (my fates name) says (this is the message i was told to say) ""you can ask her anything and she will do her best to get it for you."" my partner just laughed and said go back to sleep. I said "no really listen, Emmy wants you to ask her for a favour and even if you dont believe in it just ask it even if its just to shut me up" so she did. she asked for a new job and she was even more specific as to say "i want a new job TOMORROW". I was then told to say "Emmy says thankyou" to which my partner replid "just go back to sleep". Following morning she recieved a phone call during her lunch break "can i speak to ******* please..... hi yes sorry we've been trying to contact you since monday. We'd like to offer you a job here at Admiral UK". Kel phoned me and said "ok ok now i believe but its going to be hard alright" i jsut agreed and left it at that. 5 months down the line and she still doubts them just like i do but each time our faith gets weaker they pull another stunt to make us say "OK OK im sorry i know your there " however now im fully settled. Final Conclusion. I now just get on with life. Ive now developed a touch sence. If you ever play those games with 3 cups upside down and only 1 has a ball in it well dont play against me. She tingles my spine and arm when i touch the right cup. I know how to listen to her, what signs she gives me and why its just so much easier to agree life is good. I dont believe in god and i never will. I would still like to believe the planets and space were created not by a god, but by chemicals but that would contradict my faith. i highly doubt all the fates are making things but i do know that whats here and now, today and for tomorrow, all this is watched by them. But i do know they are with us to watch us and make sure we all accomplish our events in order to progress in life.
