Why I wont do saliva ever again

My mum is blind she started going blind in her 30's and has been virtually blind 4 last 15 years she only really see's shadows. This is very strange but coz her brain is strugging to see it makes things up to fill in the gaps. All this started when i first did salvia only she never said anything coz she thought she was going mad. Now this will ring a bell but things she reports on seeing on a daily basis are... Trees and boxes with eyes or faces, jumping snakes, diamond shapes on the floor, oil painted and hand draw scenes and on bad days ya really dont wanna know.

 

am i reading this properly?
you did salvia, and it sent your mum blind?!

 

No she's been blind for 30 plus years but when i started doing salvia last year she started to see things. Its quite a rare syndroma just think its strange and maybe a sign to call it a day coz it aint a nice thing to live with.

 

Is she aware you did salvia?

Salvia is such a weak drug, I wonder what would happen if you were on acid around her...

 

Lol could never tell her about that, in fact i feel kinda guilty. Would be interesting coz of the phyco bond ya get when tripping with other ppl

 

what? salvia is such a weak drug? you obviously have not done it correctly. thats all i will say about that.

about the thing with you doing salvia and your mom "seeing" things, well, i dont think its related at all dude. your just being superstitious or paranoid. and even if there is some kinda correlation, then why would you stop? if the salvia somehow did influence your moms vision, i would keep doing it. its giving her something besides shadows to see now.

 

I've done it correctly more than enough times, and I still say it's a weak 'drug'.

For some reason everyone thinks Salvia is so powerful, it's nothing compared to LSD or DMT in the psychedelic world..

Thats all i will say about that.

 

you must be one of those mofos whos tolerant to it then. so what happens to you when you do salvia then? you've never been ripped in half or any of that?

 

I have, I have undergone the same experiences most users have, I've broken to pieces, felt like I was my chair, saw many things spin into patterns...I just know it's not a type of psychedelic I'd choose to have a GOOD time, it's more so just the one experience that I can say, yeah, I've done it, it was okay...

but it's still weak, and you don't learn much on it.

 

i learned a lot from it, its just hard cause it goes so fast. you learn from it more when you reflect on your collective experiences. you've never went to salvia space and/or heard the things talking with each other about you(the big ones), and the little ones singing? or talked to the lady? i dont think its the virgin mary, but there is a lady, me and my friend who used to do a lot of salvia together have seen her together (to us she seemed more like middle aged proffesional type lady. my friend thought she was a real estate agent, i thought she was like a kindergarten teacher or something.) we used to do it together at the same time. i guess i feel where your coming from though, its not nessecarilly a fun time when you actually start breaking through. personally, the reason i stopped using salvia was partly cause the price, and partly because i discovered that my main drug of choice, dxm, can induce the same type of experiences at a slower pace if you dose it right. its a science, doseing your dxm to produce the effects you want.

but about that blind mother, id keep doing it if it gave her visions. although i dont really think theres any correlation.

 

Ya can say that again about breaking through, feelin like ya skin is being ripped off ya body and your bones are being exposed to the air hardly nice. As for being weak its quite powerful in its way, ok the psychedelic effects are short lived and more like day dreaming but i find the mellow after buzz last for days afterwards and is the main reason i take it. As for my mum the blindness is a genetic thing so could happen to me my sisters or are kids so maybe her visions are a sign telling me to stop or end up like her stuck between darkness or tipping.

 

This just sounds like a coincidence to me.

If you feel you should stop, then stop. If you feel you want to continue, then continue.
Simple as that.

 

I hate that feeling of immediate utter confusion as you feel some invisible force pull down your body like a magnet making it's why from your chest to your feet while you're sweating buckets and can feel your mouth stretch itself into a forced grin/manic but unwanted and uncontrollable laughter. It's like toking a demon that does actually rip you apart, you can feel something inside your lungs pulling down and the temporary sensation could definitely be dubbed 'pain'. it feels like it doesn't want to work with your system. it feels like a fucking poison. it's nowhere NEAR as 'user friendly' as acid or DMT. There must be reasons for why people are thinking that (based on various factors; dosage, experience level on each substance, set and setting) because as a somewhat psychedelic psychonaut - salvia was just nasty.

 

It takes a while but you get used to the strange sensations.

It doesn't have the same recreational value as mushrooms or LSD but I wouldn't say it's nasty.

 

Think ya probably rite and its just coincidence but this has definately made me stop and think just how lucky i really am. On a lighter note if only she would get visions of next weeks lottery number now that really would be spooky Hehe jj.
Nasty and poison now thats a bit harsh, if you take anything with that stuck in your head no wonder its not very enjoyable.