I am going insane. I don't know what to do.

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It sounds like you're putting yourself up on a high horse, not really searching for enlightenment. You're 17, just live it out. You're pretty good at writing, have you considered doing that with your life? Freelance writing or something?
Point being, you're not going insane, you're just 17. Pretty much everyone goes through this.

 

I know there's something wrong with me, I just don't know what.

 

maybe you should stop dwelling on whats "wrong" with you and start seeking out what is "right" with you...

 

We are all insane.. its something we all have to live with.. there is nothing sane.

 

you're not getting enough exercise

stop thinking for a bit and do stuff

 

is the thread deleted? i just see a dot.

 

I chose to delete it. I felt bad about it.

 

seems like something i'd do. i ask for help then feel guilty about doing so.

trust me on this one.. BE SELFISH WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR MENTAL HEALTH! i'm giving you permission to do so. if you ever feel bad about asking for help, just remember: booga said i can, so i'm asking!

 

I think you may just need some friendly guy to give you some TLC.

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i back that up too, if you need to talk. feel free to PM me.

 

Right. The whole world surrounding us is not always sane.

 

Good advise this.

 

please post the thread again because i think i might know what you are going through. Im only 14 but for about a month i truly thought i was going insane and i was so convinced. I think i went through what you are going through now