Need some guidance

Hi, I am not exactly sure what, if anything, I should do to protect myself or deal with my abilities (if I have any). I have always been empathic and have no issues dealing with that on a day to day basis. However, when I was in Jr. high I started to sense more than just people's emotions. The best way I can describe it is presences and energies. I could walk into a place and sense its energies and specific "clumps" of energy that seemed to be actual presences because it was like they had personalities of a sort. It was when I was in High School that I had dreams of events that hadn't happened yet and then a week or a month later I would be in the exact situation as the dream. And I mean EXACT. I also started having vivid dreams about other people's lives and deaths. Once, I awoke with a start, sat straight up in my bed and I could see the woman whose death I had just dreamt of. She had a hold of my ankles and felt very violent. I was so scared that I used my own personal energy to attempt to push her out of my house and it seemed to work. I had bruises and scratches on my ankles for a week. I had all manner of disturbing dreams and encounters/visits from presences both docile and some that felt purely evil.
After that I pulled into myself and closed myself off to that world with a clean cut. Then a year ago me and a couple friends were talking and they started discussing the spirit world (for lack of a better term) and the entities that they were in contact with and the things they felt. It rocked me so hard that I started to shake violently. When they asked me what was wrong, I told them about my experiences and I could feel that part of myself opening back up. It was like a flood gate. I sensed things that they felt and we compared notes on various entities and found that we had the same information. This was a little disturbing because we had never talked about anything like this before. Since then I have felt a lot of entities and have started having the vivid dreams again. I just need a little guidance on what exactly is happening with me or if I am making it all up in my head (or possibly manifesting it somehow) and how I can protect myself. I don't want me or anyone else to get hurt by any of these entities.

 

You're evolving...embrace it.

 

Sounds like real entities.

I've had a little success helping folks with scary spirits. If you have specific concerns, I could try checking things out, if you like. But as long as you're maintaining somewhat okay, I would say just keep on with what you're doing.

 

TX...I don't think you are manifesting it yourself or making it up in your head. You certainly do need protection though. I'm still trying to figure that part out myself. Maybe Zen or Liquidlight could be of some help in that department....on how to protect yourself...hi Zen, hi liquid

 

Heya Windy :seeya:

It's not something i'm particularly familiar with the only negative entities i ever met were just people being messed up and negative about themselves and others ... that same basis of fear that seems the cause of all negativity. I've felt negative vibes or perhaps 'energies' around me and the way i deal with that is to remember/understand that my essence is love and cannot die and center on that ... it does mean confronting fear though. Raise your awareness and hence vibration though and i believe you can rise above that whole fear based, negative ball park area ... fear feeds on fear, like attracts like ect. Don't give it thought ... don't buy into the fear. Energy follows thought and intent. So be mindful and also question whether these things are mind made or not, in other words is it within yourself and are these manifestations simply projections ... thats ego, fear based again.

 

Windy!!!

Yeah, I agree with liquid's fear-based vs love-based concept. I find humor is tops in dealing with negativity of any kind, including negative entities.

The three times I've dealt with people's scary spirits, I've actually gone inside myself and met the spirits, to see what I could sense about them. This seems to be one of the few psychic/spiritual abilities I've been allowed to manifest on a consistent basis, so far. The first time I did this was the scariest, but I quickly discovered the humor technique, and it went smoother the next two times.

So anyway, TXEmpath, if you can go down the path liquidlight and I are discussing and work this out for yourself, then great! If you'd like a hired hand, then like I said before, I could try contacting the entities and see what can learn about the situation.

 

Zen and Liquid...you guys always have "good stuff" to share. ( Haven't been on lately, my daughter is getting married Saturday....been busy (not to mention stressed) with wedding plans).

 

Married??? You couldn't talk her out of it??? There's still time, Windy...

 

snocbor - LOVE the trippy pic - thanks!

 

i find this odd ... several years ago a guy had collapsed in the street and was dead ... he was going blue. A woman had put a blanket over him and an ambulance was on the way, my intuitive reaction was to hold his ankles as an act of grounding, to help guide his life force back into the earth ... or something like that.

But back to that statement ... was she really violent? I can imagine someone dying (who may not want to die) could be panicked and frightened .. which could 'seem' violent ... but aggressive violence or a desparate violent struggle for life? Eckhart Tolle wrote that sometimes we can't tell the difference between a situation and our reaction to it ... i've seen that myself in people. When strange unexplainable, otherworldly or ghostly things suddenly happen without warning people tend to freak and immediately be fearful and panic... but why? ... because it's an unknown i guess ... like a fear of the dark. - I suppose i'm suggesting that a meeting like that where a panic is responded by more panic ... things can spiral and seem ... violent?

Always try to stay calm in these situations and enquire why you and what you can do to help or resolve the situation. ... something about ankles and release perhaps? Helping her to pass over? If so many 'spirits' are focusing on you perhaps there's a reason for it ... perhaps because you can actually be aware of them unlike most people. Maybe they feel they need you somehow?

 

Beautiful - that's one of the major issues at the heart of human existence.

Excellent advice on the spirits, too.

 

Is it?! It's very common though and a large part of general unconcious behaviour and reacting from our conditioning or past experience. ... or simply being completely blind!

Oh and i'm sorry about all the Eckhart quotes ... it's nerdy and fanboyish i know but he just says things so well ... better than i could,... hardly surprising since i left school at 16 and he lectured at Cambridge

 

C'mon liquidlight - you're brilliant. Who do you think you're kiddin'?

Modesty is a form of ego manifestation, buddy.

Cambridge Schmambridge...remember the words of the prophet Bob Dylan: "Well you've been to the finest school, well all right Mr Lonely but you know you only used to get juiced in it. Nobody ever taught you how to live out on the street but now you're gonna have to get used to it..."

What college did Jesus attend? LMAO

My first spirit guide was a high school graduate, an itinerant muscian, and an alcoholic. And he opened my eyes to an amazing new view of the universe.

My most recent one, who is twice divorced, finally got her BA degree from a state college a few years ago while in her 40s. And she has given me the most intense, deeply spiritually revelatory relationship of my life.

You, LL, speak clearly, poignantly, and articulately. I got a BS degree at UCLA, but I read your posts with respect and humility.

Just so you know. Yeah, we need to keep the ego in check, but be realistic - don't sell yourself short.

Now you're gonna be at your wits' end trying not to let this post go to your head. LMAO

 

Hehe ... you're a funny guy zen, and despite your 'playing in the mud' ploy, there's a knowing in you one can't ignore Hugs man!

 

...Zen is right Liquid. But don't sell yourself short either Zen. I learn so much from you guys...hugs to both of ya!!!

 

Interesting ... my modesty is my arrogance?

I had two elder brothers, both very academic and intelligent, Sam, the eldest died of leukemia when he was 15 and the other, Dylan is a GP but both always got straight A's a school ... me and my twin sister flunked school basically but i have grown to realise that actually i have a mind and perception that works pretty well and a free thinker at least, ... never had any worldly ambition so at almost 40 i'm still working casual jobs yet succeeding to some moderate degree to 'be me' ...and thats basically what i do. My death/enlightenment experience at 27 was a blessing for sure ... when that innate 'whatever' in me ...a certain purity of vision came to the fore, and i attribute mutch of that process, even though it was EXTREMELY painful and difficult ... to the fact that i knew intellectually absolutely NOTHING about spirituality or religion. These days my mind i feel is tainted by all the books and writings i've read ... it's so mutch harder now, how nice it would be to have my memory wiped and scraped clean... my thoughts about spirituality shift this way and that constantly. The only things i really know for sure are what i experienced that night 13 years ago ... that we are all just one single awareness or conciousness which is also love... one spirit which is simply eternal, no death ... it's forever, and that this form experience is somehow part illusory ... that form can become transparent when we cease to identify who we are with it and identify with our spirit ... the essence of us ... and that with me i was only able to do that by being confronted with a whole load of lies, deciet, negativity, verbal and physical aggression and ultimately the threat of death to the point where you just think "This isn't real ... it's not me, not you, ... there has to be more to life than this so let's stop pretending that this is what we are." To be so overwhelmed with untruth that it becomes so obvious and predictable that in your pain you start to smile as the underlying truth breaks through. Your longing for 'heaven' in some kind of death... where you know there will be peace, and union and love becomes so great you just think "I'm not gonna wait for others to love or forgive anymore, i'll just have to do it myself." - And by the time you're thinking this way you're realising that heaven is already here, that you're already dead so what's to lose? Quite what it is that you do i don't know, but you do it and it has mutch to do with simply dropping all the stuff that isn't it, dropping the fear, hate, resentment, judgement, grudges and hurts ... dropping the thought that your happiness and ability to love should somehow be determined by external events and the way people treat you. ... just seeing through the mind made crap and focusing on the core of things. You realise that not waiting for others to join you in this adventure means you'll be alone with it... but you have life and spirit and your truth to keep you company and keep you safe.

 

liquidlight.

Love you, brother.

I think I'm gonna talk to you in PMs. I think you might like to see a bit of the book I'm writing.

God...yes, you and I have some things to share.

 

Love you, too, Windy - thanks so much for being with us.

 

its based on your thoughts towards the world man or women


but anyways its just all what your life is built on towards

Edit:thoughts are only to come from thoughts that you create

 

Yeah Windy, you're awesome. It's always nice when you're on here and my experience here is always the better for it.

zen, PM me by all means, anytime, to share anything or show me what you're writing. I guess i said something you really identify with.