Why are guys suck jerks sometimes?? I honestly think they hurt us on purpose just to test how much we care for them. My special someone (if you can still call him that) says that whenever he jokes about something, it's something that he knows will never happen...I decided to try this on my own.... We met on here and fell in love...I'm probably (or probably not anymore) flying over there for Christmas so that we can meet each other for the first time. I'm a virgin and sex is something that I worry about a lot and I want to wait until I feel comfortable and until the timing is right and everything...I'm really scared about getting hurt. Anyway, as a joke, I told Andy that I wanted to lose my virginity on Christmas (a day or two after we met) and he said sure, if you really want to . If he knew me AT ALL he's understand that I could never be serious about that. And he promised me he's be online tonight and he left just after I got on...and he knows that I won't be on again until Friday at least, since I'm gone all day tomorrow. I spent all last night crying over him and I'm about to spend another one like it. How is it possible for someone to hurt someone else they love soooo much? I guess he doesn't love me after all.........
mmm first they dont "hurt us on purpose just to test how much we care for them", that would require playin mindgames, somethin guys are not good at... then, why tell him u wanted to "lose your virginity on Christmas" as a JOKE, thats weird and cruel imo... and finally, the fact that he isnt online as he said he would means nothing, maybe somethin came up and it doesnt mean hes not thinkin of u, so stop worryin, ok?