and I didn't think I was ready for one now but I think I'm strong enough now to deal with a relationship. In the past when I had a relationship I didn't know how to incorporate it into all other aspects of life. I think I can though. It happened so fast I think it was meant to be for now. If it doesn't work out we'll just be friends. And she's cool with me and drugs!! I'm gonna buy an L and smoke it with her. It'll be her first time. Maybe we'll fuck. Then that'll be my first time. Sorry Just needed to tell someone.
well congrats man got a friend staying at mine on friday and we're going tripping in some huge beautiful japanese style gardens with koi fish ponds and stuff...6 euro entry fee though but its worth it. Shes more of a close friend that im mad about haha she likes me though, but we're going to spend some tripping time together for a while first